16 - Not my Age

Assalamualaikum and hello bloggie..

this week has been so generous towards me. I have been so crazy around FB. I owe Zuckermen like super a lot ...for ....giving my friends back to me!

for sixteen years we were separated. for no apparent reason. everyone finished school and moved on. we left high school not knowing when to meet again. and worst case scenario i did was...not taking my friends' address and NOT KEEPING IN TOUCH.

I found my ex classmates ...zairul...mike...maziah...bahijah...nik...and many other friends. They started to pour in ...like there's no tomorrow. beyond expectation.

after almost a week now...we are already planning for a mega reunion this eid. i hope everyone can join. this new discovery is awesome. i wish i can write more of it ...but am very much sleepy and tired right now. i have so many things to write....

to Mike, thanks for being an honest friend. i savor that trait in you.
to all my lost-found friends....welcome Home.

-where the Heart is...- [somehow]

Throbbing Heart

Assalamualaikum bloggie..

i slept haf way thru today. and now i am up ...still...thinking how am i gonna fall asleep? my schedule has been released and a bit relief to ...to find out that there is going to be some spaces and time for me to revise before my paper.
Thank you Allah. U helped me there.

am flipping thru me fb and update some photos ...when i saw the notification. uih? dang.....of all the days ..... ih ih ih...........

what should i do ikan paus? he he ..ini serious ..mari kita selamatkan ikan paus...yay ...

buntu la. nak kene tido n cari idea dulu. i shall get back later.

:)

She Who Smiles :)

Assalamualaikum bloggie! ...
hmm it is kinda nice babbling in this new page. Since no one knows i Change the URL...i guess i am enjoying this like a new private journal. hehe ..unless someone search World of Sha ...they gonna easily spot me in here ..he he

who cares. human can read. knock yaself out. thats what i always say to my subjects. whoahahaha...like i am owning a kingdom la plak kan ...

talking about kingdom ..that above is my kingdom of trusted working team here. and to me ..those are enough. i do not need to have abundance. like Hj Rosdi said, U need Crazy people to understand Another. ha ha. Couldn't agree more.

Now i'm more rejuvenated to kick off another project. Yosh!

Fling

Assalamualaikum wbt bloggie...

its 3.08am and i am still awake! thanks to my latte...and up like a thief! he he he ...

i have my reasons to be awake. hehehe uno: i have to finish doing my reading. des: i'm smiling over his&her photo frame on my desk. ngahahahahahhahahahahaha. sweet! this is really kickin up a boost on my motivation and Dreams. hahaha...wait and see...juz Wait! and yeah of course Pray Harder too...for me! he he

oh well....I juz wanna smile and read. Dear Allah ...You're The BEST! mmmmmmmuahs!

A Fish in the Sea

Assalamualaikum wbt ...bloggie..

hmm...i am currently on a mission. My Battle. I have worked so hard ...the past 2 years. Not to let down in the drain. again.

i am worried..yet proud of the Struggles. I am now living One to proof that Life has so many faces. We ought to walk through it all ..regardless what.

at this moment ...am finding courage to keep on...yet another Battle...I am thinking of Him. I don't even know why. He who has Appeared and Made IT beat. He who is now ...Vanished in the thin air. As Fate had Wanted it.

sigh....time to read n get some more sleep. Good Luck AC.

Happy July!

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

yay! its JULY again!!! Spring is Hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....whoah! this is my 3rd Spring ..ALREADY!!! Alhamdulillah..............................

I haven't been able to update my life ..for a while. Been tied up with induction 2010 and also life per se. For now I'm only down to 2 team members. Ijat and I. It's over for Some People. Because I want to work ...Excellently. I do not wanna play around and use Islam as a mean to become mediocre and slow. -sorry-

I'm getting busy with my exams ...again (yeah...) and last week...we had our Final Presentation Day of Induksi 2010. Noni Corporation came out The Best Presenter!!! yay!!!

I'm sooooooooooooooooo Happy. All of the companies DID a GREAT job with their products and business proposals. For a Newbies...they DID WONDERS! i am personally PROUD of them.

photos? SOON!!! i gotta focus on my exam first. haiyo...tired ...but it's WORTH IT!!!

see ya around bloggie.

and Oh ..before I forget...

Dear Allah SWT... THANK YOU. Shukur Alhamdulilllah....

Pasta Fiesta!

assalamualaikum bloggie...

yeah! one caserole of baked lasagna AND deep dish of beef canelones! i finally did my canalones. been craving for it since years....wasnt able to cook it coz i couldnt find the placas. a short lunch at klcc last week reunited me with placas. i gave a few squares of lasagna to my colleagues today. happy to see that a few people can taste my cooking and hopefully survive :)

and yeah making Una happy too was a day i shall always remember. she has been wanting to eat lasagna and i keep telling her ...it's expensive to make and tedious (truth is ...i was juz lazy...he he he) plus ...i normally choose to whom i would cook. I don't simply cook for strangers. na'ah.....my cooking is from the Heart...hence the choosy-ness. ha ha. I do not treasure people who badly treated me or others to savior my delicacies. :) - wah! macam bagus...oh well...my blog ..aint it? ha ha.

one thing about cooking, laura esquivel quoted in her book, “The trouble with crying over an onion is that once the chopping gets you started and the tears begin to well up, the next thing you know you just can’t stop!” That's what am feeling now. I already have marinated chicken wings ready in the freezer...for dinner tonite. :) and some baked potatoes wedges for the sides with definitely homemade coleslaw. I'm Happy. Dear Allah SWT, thank you for the Encouragement and Blessings You have Given me. I can never Thank YOU enough. You Gave me the Strength when I really in Need. You Hear me Out though You are Not Seen. I keep pray for You to always Be Near...and Inspire my writings and of course ... cooking :)

last night I was up till 4am. couldnt get my baby sleep as I was in pain from the non-stop coughing and breathing difficulties. the meds are somehow not helping. I should be checkin myself in to Doc Sheikh, may be later in the evening. I gotta make sure all the pets and housechores are done first. Even now I am still coughing my throat out...it's sharp and dry. I think it's flaming inside.

will write more then. Need to rest.

HOORAY!!!

assalamualaikum bloggie!

2 days ago marked our 10th anniversary. and it was not celebrated. not really in the mood anyway. and yesterday after coming back from my sessions and a spree at giant...i came home to a shocking news! i passed all the papers with FLYING COLORS! Alhamdulillah...it was a wonderful month indeed. all my sorrows and pain were juz buried with this wonderful feeling. i am currently down with flu, fever and cough...but that somehow was forgotten as i was leaping with joy..calling my buddies and sharing with them the news.

it's awesome. and that shall be rewarded with Bangkok Rendezvous next year ..inshaAllah..wahai sopek...i cant wait for that. May i still have the Time to jalan-jalan with u.

at the moment of writing this, my parents are about to leave for Mersing. haigh..home alone again. i wish i can take more leaves to stay home and look after the pets and house chores. luckily my cousin will be coming in the morning to settle the foods for the pets. I juz need to come back home for lunch and see to it that every thing runs smooth. and dinner for tonite? i was thinking on cooking pasta! spaghetti bolognese. yummy...been craving for that. and eating it out..was no fun. the taste did not fit me at all. i bought 2 packets of canelonis last week when i was in klcc. looking forward to bake canelonis and bechamel sauce. yummm...i smell victory along the way...inshaAllah.....

and lasagna on monday. yeeehaww....i am so in the mood. now let's go do some groceries. :)

Isolation

Assalamualaikum bloggie..

hmmmmmmm...long time huh... I do not know what to write actually. I am occupied with my routines and travelling here and there. I took the opportunity to visit some friends places and also this weekend will be in Seremban for the last wedding of 2010, ucu's wedding. Bic's youngest sister.

then i will focus on New Students Induction...like totally. Currently working on the never ending write-ups. Am also occupied with my discussions and project-prep. i miss writing and sharing my thoughts here. but now i have to get ready to go out. appointment.

see ya bloggie. wo hen hou.

Never Stop Believing

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

wah....it has been almost a week now. i am really down with zero ideas to write. Let alone to think. I am tested with a new human in life who is such a pain-terrible-freak who'd messed with my Integrity. I can never easily believe in human....when thing like this occurred. It'll take probably another years...for me to start saying hello to newbies ...ever..again.

what is it with Trust that is so important to me?

1. Trust Gives you Honor.
We do not simply born with talented life. well at least not ALL of us. Some has to earn it...hard. People from all walks of life...hailed from different backgrounds and lineages. when you can give your trust..and the same time earning it with yr honesty and sincerity, it builds your humanity even more. It supposes to humble you down with manner and puts you high up in Integrity.

2. Trust Gives you Respect
When you trust the person you are involved with, be it personal relationship or work, there comes the respect. MUTUALLY. it shouldnt be forced to exist. You are willing to sacrifice for life to these types of people that will strengthen your respect and bond you even closer, AS HUMAN. not pigs.

3. Trust Gives you Longlasting Friendship ( I repeat, LONGLASTING)
From the initial incident, one can go far with friendship. There is no smooth rides in this line, you go up and down TOGETHER. (got that?) You are there for each other through thick n thin and giving supports and encouragement to complete each other ( of coz not in a gooeey mushy kinda way demmit!) A friend would do ANYTHING for a Friend who is willing to take the Risk of Trust unto others. and it's not a waste if WE try!? am I right? Each and everyone of us Deserve that .....

4. Trust Gives you The World.
How else can I nicely put it in words? Trusting a person or group of people or who-ever, is not easy. Why can't we give ourselves THAT space? Put the little Ego of ours aside and feel the Bliss of Believing in People, Human. When we are willing to do all that...many happy returns for us...will slowly reward the waits. For every hurt and pain we cause onto Others...We will Surely Get it Back...Sooner or Later....InshaAllah.

In times, I constantly question myself why do people are obsessed in hurting others. Why can't they put a trust to it and Believe that Honesty will Prevail. Good Mankind is the Guarantee for a Better Posterity.


-and I'm still wondering-