salam globbie ..
I have a longg day to ponder on few things today. one of 'em is how Good are We? What is Our Grade? How do we Justify our Grade? is My A better than Your A? Is Grade that Viable to us?
the past few days I have been seeing people change Colors ...for the sake of Power and Status. People Could not make a stand on their own ...but rather Use Others in order to Risk to be Blamed on. People are busy camouflaging themselves ...for the sake of Not facing the Battle Eye-to-Eye, therefore They do not have to Die.
it's filthy wrong. Because of it ..one loses friends, trust, love and Respect. Again, How much is Grade mean to you? Are you willing to sacrifice honor, friendship and loyalty...for It? What is Honor when you Tilt whenever you like...? what is Friendship when you do not even care or Pretended you didn't know what they Feel...? what is loyalty...when you cannot even stand up for Yourself?
There is no pillow so soft as a clear conscience.
how good are we in Knowing our own Conscience? Sometimes, we act like we Know it All yet we are bluntly masquerading. Saying to the world we are Rescuing, whereby what we were actually doing were Running and Saving our Own Back.
Did we ever feel Guilty for Not being True to ourselves? Did we realize we were not being Fair to Ourselves?
The right to do something does not mean that doing it is right.
Indeed. The fact we were in that Rank...was because of a Duty. to Make Things Right...and Justice for All. Not individuals. The Eyes are Big enough to See what is Obviously Wrong...yet when they Refuses to Reflect the Truth and Fairness....do not blame the World for shrinking and ripping it all apart. we can only run ...but we can never hide. for what goes around...will inshaAllah come around.....
Try not to become a man of success but rather try to become a man of value.
Exactly. Values will uphold us come what may. Whereby Success only makes a Man further delusional in That Position and Assume that Everything is Right.
I wish to see More Values realized, and more Justice Uphold. If it takes this Life to exchange for a Revelation ...by all means....I am All Ready.
May Truth Prevail.
Friday, November 11, 2011
Allah Speaks.
globbie...
i received an sms from my PHEA, a forwarded sms ..from H..regarding Sahabat Farhan Radzi ..former KTD ..ex Dublin BS. I never teach him. Only knew him through Wandy ...former DDW..ex ktd...ex Teesside's. He was once a Student to me, prior to his journey to Eire. Came and joke with me even ( not many know how to joke with me ..especially when they are not in my lectures) and ...keeping the story short...he graduated from DBS coming back and "pretended" not knowing me at all. bumped into me at college events or H events...and I was invisible to him...to the extent of i was right in front of him...i was only droplets of air dispersing in front of him.... "wow" the product of so called ...Muslim Abroad. Ever since that ...I put myself away from him. thinking that he really knew how to put me under his Feet...oh well...a former teacher...after all.
day by day, my RAM erased the memory of having a student with the name of Farhan Radzi. I grew accustomed to the fact that ...Farhan Who? - as an adult who teach other people's children; I was Deeply Offended.
today. i received the news of him suffering from heart infection with 40% of the organ functioning and currently undergoing treatment in metro hospital.
Dear Allah : I Honestly did not feel A thing. Not because I hate him. Not because I want bad things happen to him. Not because I do not Feel. - I do Not Know What to Feel.
I have Moved on. Forgiving people who Hurt me in the Past. Unfortunately I am Only Human. Sometimes, It is never easy to Forget.
May Allah Provides what is Best for him for Only Allah Knows.
Me? I just want to Move on.
I'm precariously Tired.
i received an sms from my PHEA, a forwarded sms ..from H..regarding Sahabat Farhan Radzi ..former KTD ..ex Dublin BS. I never teach him. Only knew him through Wandy ...former DDW..ex ktd...ex Teesside's. He was once a Student to me, prior to his journey to Eire. Came and joke with me even ( not many know how to joke with me ..especially when they are not in my lectures) and ...keeping the story short...he graduated from DBS coming back and "pretended" not knowing me at all. bumped into me at college events or H events...and I was invisible to him...to the extent of i was right in front of him...i was only droplets of air dispersing in front of him.... "wow" the product of so called ...Muslim Abroad. Ever since that ...I put myself away from him. thinking that he really knew how to put me under his Feet...oh well...a former teacher...after all.
day by day, my RAM erased the memory of having a student with the name of Farhan Radzi. I grew accustomed to the fact that ...Farhan Who? - as an adult who teach other people's children; I was Deeply Offended.
today. i received the news of him suffering from heart infection with 40% of the organ functioning and currently undergoing treatment in metro hospital.
Dear Allah : I Honestly did not feel A thing. Not because I hate him. Not because I want bad things happen to him. Not because I do not Feel. - I do Not Know What to Feel.
I have Moved on. Forgiving people who Hurt me in the Past. Unfortunately I am Only Human. Sometimes, It is never easy to Forget.
May Allah Provides what is Best for him for Only Allah Knows.
Me? I just want to Move on.
I'm precariously Tired.
Anguish
globbie..
am tired. exhausted. tormented. hay-wired.
i can't wait to go to Gandah for a short project cum vacation. not even sure how it will turn out. but i know it's going to be kalut.
wish me luck.
am tired. exhausted. tormented. hay-wired.
i can't wait to go to Gandah for a short project cum vacation. not even sure how it will turn out. but i know it's going to be kalut.
wish me luck.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Suhaib and I
salam globbie!
i was down with course review report (CRR) course today. all the MQA...MQF...MQR...WTF...hahahahhahahah ops! aku memang tade keje sungguh aih ...ada ja benda aku nak merepek today.. i was actually stressed and tired. i ended up giggle me problem away with stupid jokes and merepek. adding salt to the wound...i am on my mense....haigh...bummer...hehehe...
just now ..i texted suhaib..my kuis student. whom i bumped into earlier at the fax machine but i didnt have the energy to greet nor chit chat. my face was tired and blue anyways. *mcm semurf!* hehehe
and i saw him in ym ...then i said hello and ...this is his last semester here. my batch is graduating. my kuis batch.. awww :( sebak nyah....
they're all growing up....and they are all leaving....soon.
suhaib said "terima kasih kerana selalu mendoakan ana..." " semoga cik sha di rahmati Allah selalu " huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....haku dah sebakkk....................and in the end aku nangis macam orang bodo kat skrin wofsha ni .....i realized i love my students very much. like...Very...
every time a batch graduates....bercupak cupak itu jugaklah air mata aku jatuh berguguran....thinking of the fact they will be gone ...and will no longer see their smiles....hear their laughter....enduring their whines.....
and that Love is Immeasurable...
i was down with course review report (CRR) course today. all the MQA...MQF...MQR...WTF...hahahahhahahah ops! aku memang tade keje sungguh aih ...ada ja benda aku nak merepek today.. i was actually stressed and tired. i ended up giggle me problem away with stupid jokes and merepek. adding salt to the wound...i am on my mense....haigh...bummer...hehehe...
just now ..i texted suhaib..my kuis student. whom i bumped into earlier at the fax machine but i didnt have the energy to greet nor chit chat. my face was tired and blue anyways. *mcm semurf!* hehehe
and i saw him in ym ...then i said hello and ...this is his last semester here. my batch is graduating. my kuis batch.. awww :( sebak nyah....
they're all growing up....and they are all leaving....soon.
suhaib said "terima kasih kerana selalu mendoakan ana..." " semoga cik sha di rahmati Allah selalu " huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....haku dah sebakkk....................and in the end aku nangis macam orang bodo kat skrin wofsha ni .....i realized i love my students very much. like...Very...
every time a batch graduates....bercupak cupak itu jugaklah air mata aku jatuh berguguran....thinking of the fact they will be gone ...and will no longer see their smiles....hear their laughter....enduring their whines.....
and that Love is Immeasurable...
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Haji Tapah and I
salam globbie!
nguahahaha..tetiba la si aji ni jadi my topic. upon reading cik pa's anonymous comment so called...she did mention how the tapah clanz ..asked of me..nguahahahha standard ..mana2 aku pi ..mesti tinggai kenangan indah kat mamok- mamok tu ....oh Momok...ha ha ....
and i still vividly remember...how much nasi kandaq sumpah sodap gile aku consumed when i visited Pa and nget ...this year....GILER OSOMMMMM.....aku rasa kilo aku increased drastically higher..thanks to those chicken of tapah clanz...haha...
and tadi ...since Pa mentioned Hj tapah.....did u know what i do globbie? i bukak la mozarella i....brozer la ...mozilla...haa...then...i typed "Hj Tapah" .....- guess what......GILER NKO! Hj Tapah is Googleable! muhahahahahha aiyo ....got link here and there of Hj Tapah...people wrote highly of his chicken....CHICKEN goreng ...sumpah sedap itu...and BESAR PUNYOO...kalu makan aku n Pa mosti dua...MOSTI ...DUA! ha ha ...tetiba i felt what i ate earlier was no longer wonderful...coz there is NO friggin' way I can find ayam goreng as superlicious as Hj Tapah.....
oh Mamokkk....anneyyyyyyy....machaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ai mih yuuu....kah kah kah kah kah -bengong.
anyhow ...when am in BSP again....i will definitely visit Tapah ngan sebungkuh kopok dari kelate. hahahahahha.... (reti ke dia makan ?)
ha ha bengong mung mek sha~
nguahahaha..tetiba la si aji ni jadi my topic. upon reading cik pa's anonymous comment so called...she did mention how the tapah clanz ..asked of me..nguahahahha standard ..mana2 aku pi ..mesti tinggai kenangan indah kat mamok- mamok tu ....oh Momok...ha ha ....
and i still vividly remember...how much nasi kandaq sumpah sodap gile aku consumed when i visited Pa and nget ...this year....GILER OSOMMMMM.....aku rasa kilo aku increased drastically higher..thanks to those chicken of tapah clanz...haha...
and tadi ...since Pa mentioned Hj tapah.....did u know what i do globbie? i bukak la mozarella i....brozer la ...mozilla...haa...then...i typed "Hj Tapah" .....- guess what......GILER NKO! Hj Tapah is Googleable! muhahahahahha aiyo ....got link here and there of Hj Tapah...people wrote highly of his chicken....CHICKEN goreng ...sumpah sedap itu...and BESAR PUNYOO...kalu makan aku n Pa mosti dua...MOSTI ...DUA! ha ha ...tetiba i felt what i ate earlier was no longer wonderful...coz there is NO friggin' way I can find ayam goreng as superlicious as Hj Tapah.....
oh Mamokkk....anneyyyyyyy....machaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ai mih yuuu....kah kah kah kah kah -bengong.
anyhow ...when am in BSP again....i will definitely visit Tapah ngan sebungkuh kopok dari kelate. hahahahahha.... (reti ke dia makan ?)
ha ha bengong mung mek sha~
Monday, November 7, 2011
Sup Tulang and I
huigh...Salam globbie!
what a BAD BAD ...BAD eating day ...he he he ...i was invited to aqiqah today ..(as mentioned earlier on) and there they were...THE FOOD...on the table...mak aii...siap ada budu petai n tempoyok! oleh kerana koi ni ...menahan napsu setan....koi pun didnt take all those heartburning-eating-and-die food la kan....ah baddennnn~ i took...(and ATE..somehow using the word "consume" will not seem to help me letting me guilt go) a plate of SUP tulang....the purpose of using a plate instead of a BOWL is to avoid sipping too much bone marrow soup! of which gonna kill me ...ahbaddennn~ I just have to take those tulang and fleshy meat around 'em...juicy tendons...and the rests were history! mak berdosa nyah! gilo sedap makan! oh Syaitan Durjanoooo...
I came back ...after dropping by some of the baked macaroni to Gapi and friends...thot of singgah-by Rosy's place to hang out ..but tak jadi ...so i made my way home ..feeling ..Heavy. what do u expect? makan like crazy....dush! and i bungkam baek punyo! huhuhu ijat texted me..and i couldnt care less....i can only read but my mind was too damn heavy to reply. sheesh~ tahana daging sedap...so Setan.
now am awake and i think i should suck lime to ease off this -whatever-. i wonder how many limes will i be needing? sekilo kowt...with this -whatever-. urghh...lemao ....
i think i better get back to tv...first! hahahahah I know ...I know ...I have a LOT of readings to catch up and write up to finish ...but one needs to chill first....to generate ideas....so-called.
ha ha ha ha
pagi teringat kat Abe Yeh...now teringat kat Fahrin ...boleh? kah kah kah ..gila poyo fantasy.
Boleh Blah wofsha! horgh!
what a BAD BAD ...BAD eating day ...he he he ...i was invited to aqiqah today ..(as mentioned earlier on) and there they were...THE FOOD...on the table...mak aii...siap ada budu petai n tempoyok! oleh kerana koi ni ...menahan napsu setan....koi pun didnt take all those heartburning-eating-and-die food la kan....ah baddennnn~ i took...(and ATE..somehow using the word "consume" will not seem to help me letting me guilt go) a plate of SUP tulang....the purpose of using a plate instead of a BOWL is to avoid sipping too much bone marrow soup! of which gonna kill me ...ahbaddennn~ I just have to take those tulang and fleshy meat around 'em...juicy tendons...and the rests were history! mak berdosa nyah! gilo sedap makan! oh Syaitan Durjanoooo...
I came back ...after dropping by some of the baked macaroni to Gapi and friends...thot of singgah-by Rosy's place to hang out ..but tak jadi ...so i made my way home ..feeling ..Heavy. what do u expect? makan like crazy....dush! and i bungkam baek punyo! huhuhu ijat texted me..and i couldnt care less....i can only read but my mind was too damn heavy to reply. sheesh~ tahana daging sedap...so Setan.
now am awake and i think i should suck lime to ease off this -whatever-. i wonder how many limes will i be needing? sekilo kowt...with this -whatever-. urghh...lemao ....
i think i better get back to tv...first! hahahahah I know ...I know ...I have a LOT of readings to catch up and write up to finish ...but one needs to chill first....to generate ideas....so-called.
ha ha ha ha
pagi teringat kat Abe Yeh...now teringat kat Fahrin ...boleh? kah kah kah ..gila poyo fantasy.
Boleh Blah wofsha! horgh!
Eid and Boredom
salam globbie!
and again ..we are celebrating eid ul adha...in kelantan ..it's like a mardi gras...of slaughtering cows and buffaloes.... and meats are simply..e.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e~! I guess it;s everywhere kot in malaysia...but in Kelantan especially...the eid is supa duppa serabut. too many people as compared to eid ul fitr, too much meats on the table, too many cookings going on in the kitchen till u cant even have a beautiful pancake for breakfast!, too many makciks- dunno-where-they-come from, too many keypochees...and wannabees....
as for me, I became busy attending people's aqiqah lah..open house lah..sister's gearbox party laa....which ..aku tak makan pun. freaky. mikirkan jantung and segala benda in my stomach ...and of tos....FAT....aku pun telan air lior....beli la egg waffle vanilla kunyah lam kete ...drive around dalam ujan.....gigit le 2 keping hati goreng...and thats all....(however i DID consume ..CHICKEN! hahahaha)
and in about 2 hours time..i am getting ready to another aqiqah cum bekwoh somewhere nearby pc area...ho ho....makan lagi....and buah tangan am bringin? nguaaa...baked macaroni. simple. waiting for the TING! and me all set to melenggang~ ngeee...
Eid Mubarak!
by the way..tadi on my way back sending off me dad..me passed by Qurban event...attended by Tg Faris ...Sultan Muhammad V....hoigh...me salivated terberangan jap kat situ ..jumpa Abe Yeh...hahahahhaha...KOYA!
and again ..we are celebrating eid ul adha...in kelantan ..it's like a mardi gras...of slaughtering cows and buffaloes.... and meats are simply..e.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e~! I guess it;s everywhere kot in malaysia...but in Kelantan especially...the eid is supa duppa serabut. too many people as compared to eid ul fitr, too much meats on the table, too many cookings going on in the kitchen till u cant even have a beautiful pancake for breakfast!, too many makciks- dunno-where-they-come from, too many keypochees...and wannabees....
as for me, I became busy attending people's aqiqah lah..open house lah..sister's gearbox party laa....which ..aku tak makan pun. freaky. mikirkan jantung and segala benda in my stomach ...and of tos....FAT....aku pun telan air lior....beli la egg waffle vanilla kunyah lam kete ...drive around dalam ujan.....gigit le 2 keping hati goreng...and thats all....(however i DID consume ..CHICKEN! hahahaha)
and in about 2 hours time..i am getting ready to another aqiqah cum bekwoh somewhere nearby pc area...ho ho....makan lagi....and buah tangan am bringin? nguaaa...baked macaroni. simple. waiting for the TING! and me all set to melenggang~ ngeee...
Eid Mubarak!
by the way..tadi on my way back sending off me dad..me passed by Qurban event...attended by Tg Faris ...Sultan Muhammad V....hoigh...me salivated terberangan jap kat situ ..jumpa Abe Yeh...hahahahhaha...KOYA!
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
SunShinnyDay
salam globbie!
it's Bright! and awesome today. i wish i have the time to do laundry and dry everything out in the sun....but hell...i was too hooked up with work and stupid meeting ( yeah...now the meeting is stupid...) ha ha tonight obviously i have to burn every oil i got ..to finish up my boys' and girls' markings ...for tomorrow's key-in. haigh...letihhh...now i feel like sleeping...but i have to be at the airport ..in about an hour's time...horgh....padan muko ...
ngantuk. penat. ngantuk lagi. sangap. single.
and Bored. :)
it's Bright! and awesome today. i wish i have the time to do laundry and dry everything out in the sun....but hell...i was too hooked up with work and stupid meeting ( yeah...now the meeting is stupid...) ha ha tonight obviously i have to burn every oil i got ..to finish up my boys' and girls' markings ...for tomorrow's key-in. haigh...letihhh...now i feel like sleeping...but i have to be at the airport ..in about an hour's time...horgh....padan muko ...
ngantuk. penat. ngantuk lagi. sangap. single.
and Bored. :)
Do I have to?
salam globbie
i was asked to do this annoying job so called that was against my Will ...or suffice to say ..my liking...
i do not believe in that. and I have to do it...(as it is going to be AN ORDER) for saving someone else's ASS! or easier to write as to be someone's Dog. The person got Name...I got Shit...
i hate what i have to do now.
saying no will definitely mean self-destruction.
saying yes is low.
Do I have to be like Them?
i was asked to do this annoying job so called that was against my Will ...or suffice to say ..my liking...
i do not believe in that. and I have to do it...(as it is going to be AN ORDER) for saving someone else's ASS! or easier to write as to be someone's Dog. The person got Name...I got Shit...
i hate what i have to do now.
saying no will definitely mean self-destruction.
saying yes is low.
Do I have to be like Them?
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
say WHOT Kardashian?!
salam globbie..
waigh ...so much of the fairytale wedding ...E News! hasn't finished airing those show...and she's ALREADY filing for divorce???!!! c'mon~~ did you have TOO much money till u didn't know how to spend meh? whoalaweyy....giler sei~
what is going on with this World......
waigh ...so much of the fairytale wedding ...E News! hasn't finished airing those show...and she's ALREADY filing for divorce???!!! c'mon~~ did you have TOO much money till u didn't know how to spend meh? whoalaweyy....giler sei~
what is going on with this World......
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