Spring Clean!!

Assalamualaikum bloggiee..

wah! time for cleaning up! all of my overdue work have completed. FINALLY. I' m sooo glad to see my table is clear and fragranced! haha thanks to kak yam ..chief janitor for febreeze. It's raining heavily out. whoaaa...I plan for iftar with pek tonite. first gotta go home and freshen up. how to go ..it's pouring..ujan ujan cenggini ...terkenang nih ... aiighh....bak kata misha omar "kerapkali kau muncul di ruang minda...kamu selalu..buatku tersenyum sendiri ku (tak) tahu apa disebalik senyuman itu...hahaha aku ..slalu..terkenangkan kamu bila kamu ..jauh dari diriku kamu selalu yang ku rinduuuuuu"( hahahahaha) yekkkkkkkkkk...

and the rain got even heavier! hahaha.

queer...but i have no clue on what to ramble.

I wonder if my brother is back...

Human Connection

Assalamualaikum bloggie ..

As I was sitting at my desk last week, thinking of my future...and what's gonna happen this eid, I took up new interest - PHOTOGRAPHY. On the 25th Ramadhan, after sahur, I took off to Sabak Beach and laid my high density saturated fat body on the rocks and started snapping. Just the nature and I at dusk. I got very excited as the picture came out ..better than the first. I uploaded to fotopages and to my surprise, there were 5 comments waiting for me this morning. I was flabbergasted and oober-excited. Little did I realize that's how the feeling when you did something that is unintentionally planned. Maybe, this could..(COULD) be a new hobby...it's quite expensive though to come up with the gadgets, but ....it's avidly tempting :-)

Too bad, I have no one to share this good thought with.. *sigh..* haha ...

Eid Mubarak to all Muslims

Assalamualaikum ..bloggie...
I'd like to wish all muslims around the world, A wonderful Eid Mubarak. May it be another lesson-learned moment to us (especially me..) May we all find the beauty and bliss of Syawal 1429H.

to Ayah and Che : Ampunkan segala dosa-dosaku. Hope this Eid will be much more meaningful to all of us.

to regular friends in here : jaga diri baik-baik on hari raya and selamat return to office a.s.a.p hehehe

to my students: happy balik-kampung. Have safe journeys back.

to my colleagues : Eid Mubarak.

to my bic & family : Drive safely to kampung halamans. Happy posing with new baju raya.

to my family ( Saidi, Pauzi, Eda, Yati) : Let's pray it'd be a different one this year.

to my relative : what can I say...we're still related. Selamat Hari Raya.

to KTD : Minal Aidil Wal Faizin, May your Vision and Mission succeed.

to Guardhouse : don't forget to unlock the gate on the 5th coz I'll be back!

to Semut : Don't forget Open House, I'll go if Alien isn't invited (hohohoho)

to Virginia and Isabel : I know you guys celebrate Christmas, but hey ..it's much lovelier with you two in mind on Eid. thank you for being my friends.

to Hengky Susanto : I'll keep admiring you (from far! haha)

to LP : why do you have to be so little...Eid Mubarak ...and I'll definitely miss you.

to Bunny : Though I let you go, I failed to forget you. Though you took The Vow, I failed to erase you. On this lovely Eid, I make a pact to myself, though your Love is still with me, I'm moving on. I wish you happiness on My Religious Day. and May Allah SWT protects me from missing you. Eid Mubarak. GOOD BYE.

To the rests who're wondering what the heck am I rambling about :-) Have a Wonderful Syawal and berhati-hati di jalan raya. Ingatlah orang yang disayang.

peace and love,
s.h.a

As I See

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

Almost everybody has left for Eid. I'm working till Tuesday. It's a tiresome routine but hey ...who's complaining? :-)

Eid is beautiful and full of Allah's Blessing. However, Eid in my life has never been that colorful as before. I have always wanted to avoid it, every year..(yeap...) If only I can disappear, I would. No offense. I was the one who was damn eager for 1 Syawal (once..upon a time in a lala land...) I was oober-excited with new clothings, new shoes, new purse...new everything. Now, I don't know where did it all go..hehe...

I have grown (I supposed). I no longer want new clothing and accessories. I no longer want to attend Open Houses. I prefer to be home and not do anything (in my home ..you cannot ..not do anything because people are in and out continously sometimes until night) oighhh...I didnt like that. They are all either my father's friends or (of course) The Relatives. I have too many. Some of them I didn't even know they exist. Next thing I know ..hey this is your cousin from bla bla bla...working as ..bla bla bla....big money ..bla bla bla....-married with 3 kids. Then I'd go BLA BLA BLA (inside...) Sometimes I wonder why am I so cold to THEM? My parents always lecture me on behaving myself. BEHAVE as in salam with them, go buat air, entertain them (do I look like a circus monkey?), sapu what they spit, pleaaaseeeddd THEM. aigghh....the list would go on and on and on ....and these people I only see ( there's a reason why I'm not using the word 'meet' here) ONCE a year! bosannya...because to me ..when we are relatives, WE:-

• meet more than ONE time in a year


• visit each other REGULARLY (not when we sick or about to die)


• have iftar together


• call up to say HELLO


• have thanksgiving together, as in kesyukuran or majlis2 agama bersama-sama ..why not?


• go picnics together or cuti-cuti Malaysia


• chat over YM or text each other (for young ones)


• frikkin' DO THINGS TOGETHER! duhhhh...

AND THAT are what RELATIVES and FAMILY mean to me. newsflash, in my so called family, we don't do all that (we used to..back in dinasour days) What happened? Beats me. Alas, everytime this annual event coming up, I don't feel like serving those people. Coz I felt like a big hypocrite. A staging that I've to put up with every year. People grow up and have committments (so do I) They claim time is not on their side, they were busy ....they were this and that. Craps. When I (purposely) did the same to them claiming I have no time, they were mad at me ...DUUUUUUUUUHHHHH....didnt you get the picture? I experimented a lot in my life ..and I came up with a conclusion that ..PEOPLE hardly realize their mistakes/shortcomings, YET they are just dying to punish and blame OTHERS, that's where they derive their satisfaction. Let it be a lesson-learned for me to not to become like them ..( eii Nauzubillah....muhasabah..muhasabah....)
Soon, (in 5 days time) I'm about to gear up for my fine act ..again. putting up smiles and oh-it's-been-a while-since-we-last-met (it was last raya, u jerk..) ...aiigghh..Sabar aje laaa....

That's why I prefer to be quiet. When I'm angry or dissatisfied (instead, I blog). hehehe. I'd be rude if I were to tell, right on da face (so.. I blog-lah..hahaha). Plus ...Allah SWT loves those who practices Patience and Gratitude.

"But give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere, who say, when afflicted with calamity: "To Allah we belong and to Him is our return":they are those on whom (descend) blessings from their Lord and Mercy. And they are the ones that receive guidance." (Al Baqarah:155-157)

Amin.

To ALL my F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Need I say more...?
:-)

Especially for Pek

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....
penat berusaha ni tawwwww....the waves were so envious of me....i basah bejerup tawwww nak dapat ni ...hehehehehehehehehe

My Satisfaction..

Assalamualaikum bloggie...
I am proud to present you this morning's work ..around 630am...nearby my house.....it goes without saying....

I love this....

Pre-Eid Celebration

Assalamualaikum bloggie..

I'm stuck with MKK and PA letters. I have been very lazy to come to work this week. Today, I'm expecting submission of papers and no more classes for this week until October 5th. Wah...quite a holiday for them. Midsemester break. Suddenly I was thinking of Cancun. World famous spot for Spring break for most students in Mars. Cancun ...bikinis...g-strings...hot chixs....yikes....not even close to moi...well I guess it's culture...of someone else...



As for mine, Eid is waving in...most people are in the mood of celebration. ME? I'm looking forward to catching up on sleep and my linguistic research. whoaaaa.....didn't sound like a celebration month at all ..did it ? that's my Life.....



I was walking to multimedia studio earlier on and guess who I bumped into? ALIEN! yes ..alien ..the ever-so-annoying-alien is back. Somebody should say something about his attitude...it aint gonna be me though. Coz I've tried and to no avail. I came up to my cocoon and still..pissed... hmmpphhhh..(coz he made annoying remark at me, AGAIN)



again and again I wonder, why is he here? he's messing up my socializing at work.
and when will I stop complaining about him ? :-I

aiigghh....hakkktuighh..

For McT Dungun, who's too lazy to draw

Assalamualaikum ...all..

so how?friends? ada gaya van gough? monet? da vinci? hahahahaha...T, I'll post this temporarily..should u want me to remove this a.s.a.p, let me know ..I'll be more than glad to give you the file hehehehe....takat tu jah cekat gu ...nak sobek banyak ...haaa....smula ripim..hehehehehe, yellow cats tu ...arwah dollos and arwah pek... :-( ado symbolism banyak tu ...later you can tell me what u understand from that....the rests if ya'll wanna interpret this "art" pleasee do so ...hahahahahah bilo lagi nok komen yatie my ex-hsemate and officemate back in Terengganu (In Memoriam) 2003-2006 (dih? aku pun tok ingak T weh hahahahaha)

Shadow Play - My Root...

Aiiiii.....Assalamualaikum everybody!...hihihih how is every wang (one) doing? hohoho...aiiiihhh....we meet again ...here ..in mek sha's blog....ai was personally invited to tell you ..a setori ( story ) ...laik (like) the first episok (episode) la nihh.....aiihhhhhhh...on your right is mai badi (buddy) Wok Dogol or famously known es WD..hahahahahah ...and I'm King ...king hapo....King Kong hhahaha...or you can koll me ..KK...aiiihhhh......en der setori begins....

KK : aiighhh.....wer did yu kam from nih WD...long taim no si........

WD : what la yu ....enter enter no gip salam ...aiiii..assalamualaikum one more taim ( skali..lagi)

KK : haloh ..haloh..halohhhh....very bekem der...hahahaha ..hawaalaikumsalammm WD weiiii where have yew bin?

WD : haaa laik det la king kitoww.....cleber cleber......aim aroung.....got ..got....fain fain....segar mowleppp he he he hehe he hehehe ....hawau yew King? blah manow....aaaa...

KK : aihhh.....ambo very der fain, ing der ping op helth...

WD : eh...KK..yu know? ambo ..worry la ....mek sha...det girl laa...yu know...

KK : mek sha? mek sha hu? hu shi? name pritti veri ..hahahah ...comel?

WD : aaaaiiihhhh ...yu ni tuweyku...luks can bi disiving....shi...chomey! hahahaha

KK : hahahaha...aishayy....chomey! kemmmahh...veri der....wai shi....o.k? k.o?

WD : dets wai laa....i wang tu tell yu ...ai wori veri ....shi sed sed nau laa tuweykuuu...donno wat tu say...luk her...epi epi ...inside...shi...God knows tuweykuuu.....shi...aiighhh....ambo cannot explain la tuweykuuu...shi sed sed ai know wai ..bat ai kenot tell yu ol setori la.....

KK : if laik det...better don tell la WD, shi sed sed for a sort wail onli...apter dis ..shi bi okay...aighhhh......dokshohs worri laaaaa...

WD : korop kerim lasss wehh...

KK : haa ..wat ..wat yu say say about me...aishhh...dolat key ...tuloh keeiiiii....hhaiiktt

WD : hep ..heppp ..hepp...choooppppp.....my apology tuweykuuu....aim sorri laa...ai kiddin yu slo slo laa.......wallohhh....haikttuigh halup.....

KK : ah but dennn....yu laik det ai haiktuighh laa..hahahahah....yu tell her ....ai seng regak...later ai koll .... ai tok tok ..tu her...si la wai ....aiighhh.....diffikelt laik dis ...wen a girl krai krai outside ken bai bai eskrem tu setop ..ip krai insait.....aiiiiiiigghh... ai mas kol sita dewi lash....meibi shi knows wai...

WD : aaiiighh...wan tu kol...got kredit or not boss....hahahahah ...det light lak lak ...nyalow..kedit finish la tuu...hahahah

KK : aiiihhh basoowww...anying anying King..haku pemm keiii ...aiihhhh letih waiihhh kecek manggerihhh nihh....hacu gi heda..heli topap betoww for a wail ...go ....goo...nuhh..shiokkkk..

WD : awoohh....hambab.....huak hano hito hambo hiyooo...hooo haim hoing ni ..haim hoinggg (i'm going) wi kontiniu ....neks taim neh....aabbbbabaaaaiiiii...