Friday, December 31, 2010

December 31 - Year End

hmm..assalamualaikum..

it has been a while...lama sangat tidak menulis...nak kata sibuk...tidak...ya...sibuk...entah lah bloggie...sibuk in a way ....tidak sibuk in many ways...ha ha .....tapi pasti nya ...i have been tumblin' up n down with life and dia ( oh it's a small d alright...)

i guess it;s a miracle today ...bilamana dia "showed up" and as usual...menjadi dia who made me impatience ..with things around me ...huhu...i don't think i have the patience ...inside...heck ...am not the patience type pun ...kekdah nya ..hahahaha...pasti nya aku tahu diri ini terlalu menjauhi semua orang ...eversince ...i hardly welcome people to my life...let alone to accompany me lunch or dinner....semuanya ..aku prefer sendiri. yes....that's me ..sedekad yang lalu .....whereby ..today genaplah sedekad itu....do i wanna go for another decade? ....now that's a pang. :)

entah lah bloggie...i have been wanting to forget all these and move on .....fate always kids around with me by sending him ....whenever i am about to decide...sigh.....

dont Joke with me nimor God ....I am so Tired...from all those...