Thursday, March 15, 2012

MQA gaga

salam globbie!

hoho...i'm Drowning. I have submission by 18th. FOUR to be exact and I have only started with the frameworks! friggin things have been delayed due to my abnormal brain which can't even focus even to start A sentence! I'm Doomed. Can I make it? beats me's fcukin' annoying too with all these assholes trying to beat tha Crap outta me with their nonsensical acts.

the last 2 days have been tied up with MQA, i took my AL to simply focus on my write ups. he he he ..guess what..i didnt move much. this is what u get when you are Blocked. as simple as that. suffice to say ...banyak dosa ..Allah Punishes....huhu :} *ai tot so too* ngeee :)

oh! oh! by the way, I went to my last session with Carolyn today, it was FUN. i think I spent like 2 hours talking and Talking. hahahahahahaha...When Carol meets McSha...nothing can stop them from potpetting and giggling like there is no tomorrow. We were catching up on so many things, the kuching trip, the Commotion at HQ, the kek lapis, The Problem of hers, my past ( suddenly I thought of my late brother and Grandfather) and yes ..I miss THEM very much. I told Carol, the time spent with Aboh (my late Grandad) was never enough because he managed to be There...eventho not really there. Most of the time he would be in the office and Around, but he always ensures his presence is felt. via Disney's cartoon ( of gazillions sets my uncle had to tape and buy...for ME :) )hahahaha and also all the assistants, PA, secretary...u name it ..our babysitters were aplenty. and they were all Family to Us. 'twas never a strange feeling being around them. and they're always The Uncles and The Aunties of our growing up years in Alor Setar. It was indeed a Home, where all the Hearts...Were. I miss the fact that he Loved me for who and what I was ( at that time) I wish he is Alive now ...for I know I will be making many right decisions instead of the wrong ones :) he he I know for sure he Will be there at the End of the line say "YOU DO IT, why must you expect others to do it for you?" - YOU DO IT! yeah Aboh....if ONLY you are here Now, to be my Confidante, my Advisor, my coins-provider *coz everytime I wanna put the coins in that stupid MPKB slot, I would always think of u ..and my habit of tip-toeing into your room to collect all the shillings on the carpet...under the bed....or in your pocket even! hahaha* have always been my Best-est Grandfather...ever. There is no one like you. Now, a Disney movie is scornfully meaningless ..without you. hehe ...what am i yapping scornfully? I grew up with that. ha ha ...and today with Carol , those Images came out Clear in My Head. and She said to me "you have been a traveler since u were wonder...." upon knowing the fact that I have been put on board the MAS Fokker every school break, alone and be "received" by my Uncle Jang in Alor Setar...without fail. I was my Aboh's favorite "Parcel" besides my Brother G; of course. It's queer how those images were so Clear today; in my Mind and Heart. Life is Amazing noh Gives Aboh and Abg Saidi to me. Whom the latter, i did not have the opportunity to even shake his hand. He passed On, before I was even Conceived. To a reckless driver.

The 4 most significant persons in my life. and now I only have two more left. Super-Significant. and Carol too admitted that, now she knew whom did I inherited; oh ..The General indeed.
No wonder People have been talking of me to be the Sidekick...funny...I never feel That way. least not that I know Of. however, I do know for sure, I adore his Charisma and Patriotism.

and today too, I realize I am too Strong in the eye of a Person till she risks everything she has to beat me. It has never crossed this chomel mind of mine, she would relentlessly go to the un-superficial extend, oh globbie, she did. or may be does. my days are still circulating around that bimbo. anyhow, I really feel sorry for her....whot..? sorry? nahh....pity...yea ..i pity her ...for having to live in fear, of me. isn't it pathetically funny? Me? a nobody; to her the very least. could shake her gibraltar-ass~ * hahahaha excuse my french, i didn't mean to offend anyone :) *

-What doesn't KILL me, will make me STRONGER- I vehemently believe in that. The stronger i Become, the more you are annoyed with me, Is that even MY PROBLEM? you wanna culture dislike-ness and cynical jokes towards me ...go ahead, it was not even my problem to think of. Nonetheless, you are only conforming of your True Colors. of which, it's none of my problem either. he he. Let me ask ya globbie, did i put you in hot seat? LOL- only a jilted loser will feel or be in such situation.
I believe in what Goes around, will come Around. when that day comes, no matter how hard you try, you can never Run; nor Hide. I just hope you do not have to end up in a trash corner somewhere eating Junkies.

Again, talking to Carol was an eye-opener moment. She made me realized my un-limited Capability (within the human capacity). She made me realized how Lucky I am. She made me realized how Grown have I been in this Process. She made me realized, I'm SUPER CUTE DOW! hahahahahahhaha * oh eat your heart out for crying out loud *itcH. *lol~

all in all, as a HUMAN with very little good deeds in hand, I am forever THANKFUL Allah made my life in such a way. I learn to recognize....a Friend or a Foe.
and I'm still super cute with so many things at hand that many will be envious of. but hey, when you take it negatively, how can there ever be positive? Instead, work hard for it, the Rewards are Bountiful. and THOSE are PRICELESS, not even a PhD can ...BUY.

To Carol, Thank you for opening up my Mind; in such a creative and magnificent way. you're one of a Kind-lah Amoi he he he

Monday, March 5, 2012

Where was I? kampung katanya!

salam globbie!

huhu has been a while hor? ya no suck one lah! hahaha ...but all in all... my first quarter of 2012 is not really nice. so to say. therefore. ..i decided to leave this "country" kampung gegerl ni skejap. taking a breather...and where was i ? ho ho ho....frankly became the talk of the town! hahaha giler meriah ...tetiba ramai bebenor keepies *short for keypochees* nak menjaga kain aku...*tettttttt* hahahaha

bak kata si sopek..."Kelik Kapung!" hahaha yeahhh...we kelik kapum alrite...we were ...

erkk...apakah? he he ni la ..people in My world call it ..Kalimantan...bordering Bau, Sarawak. It was a weekend getaway for us. we simply wanna go makan-makan and nothing else...oh okay..sleeps too. we enjoyed observing culture and merely standing in the crowds of people who spoke the language of unknown, and yes apart from the remote areas, we love the town too where I really enjoyed my nites at Tune's. they have the best best thus far..( of course u can't compare it to New York The Plaza....but hey...for a budget hotel, it's super comfy :)

i love the off-white sheet...gebu! berlapis2 mattress. and it's fluffy too! i can't stop thinking about sopek's friend, si Chu. it's funny how he called me "speaking london.." hahaha ....what to do ...nasib la Jah ..janji kita happy ...kan? hahahahaha it's actually kinda hard to get rid this habit ..because a ticer..always gotta be a ticer. annoying in some sense! hahahahaha

and last nite before i meredah tangga ERL putrajya sentral tu ..I went out with my former student, si Casse ( chu..mmg nama dia gini..bukan omputeh...sabahan he he he ) and she brought me to hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....*konpom Chu merembez!*

empty table. habis sudah! hahahaha ...amcam?

hahaha ..those are Salted Eggs Crab and Thermidor apa benda cheese tah...Prawn! gile heaven! and do not have to Fly all the way to Kalimantan to get all these! of tosh....nor menjelajah kelate even! it's in your DOORSTEP! of Kuala Lumpur je pown~ hahahahahhahaha....

Here you go :
the owner is Franco Yong. happening guy. friendly too. knock yourself out with the DELIVERY SERVICES TOO! but sorry hor...dua orang rakan ku...sopek and soChu, Putrajaya takdak orang nak kayuh beskal they only deliver within the vicinity of KL be specific..please refer the website. altho i would like to remind you....blazing thru the site will definitely KILL your brain. trust me. tak pecaya....pi la ushar...ha ha ha ...(jgn cerca aku lak pasni ..hahahahha)

Since gambar2 chantek at Sarawak are with soPek I shall just wait for her to update it for me via FB. in the meantime....uolls....ENJOY that KETAM upthere! i dah makan....korang? hihihihi nguahahahahahhahaha ^_^

oh the way was an honor n nice meeting you ..awak memang chomel dan daring...kita suka cara awak cakap..memang geboo habis! sia-sia la sapa yang selalu suka menDURJANAkan Chu...orang tu takkan bahagia ....apaPun...DiriMu always Berharga pada Mereka yang tahu Menerima mu Seadanya. (hahahaha euww ...mcm cerpen !) be cute and be bold! nanti May ni banjer mek sha ketam fattycrabs deh? ngehehehehe~


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