Tuesday, June 30, 2009
after that crackin-god-knows-what, wofsha received a call from Bic ...she's in HUSM completing her medical check ups and I was asked to fetch wanie and send her to Qiraa'ti. my once-in-a-blue-moon-auntie-sha duty. anyway bloggie ..semua orang dah bersedia to go back to school ....and wofsha pun. wofsha happy untuk kawan2 yang wofsha sayang sokmo.
At wanie's nursery:
wanie : auntie ..Ibu mana?
wofsha: ibu gi hospital ...auntie antar ek today ...dah makan?
wanie: DAH!!! (she screamed...adoii...)
nape auntie datang awal....wanie baru nak tutup mata... (afternoon nap ....mak dia selalu amik at 2.30pm ..wofsha arrived at 1.55pm)
wofsha: aiyo....sorry la my dear ...auntie got class la dua stengah ...auntie antar awal ek ..sorry ek ....
wanie: tak peee.... nanti petang ...sapa amik ....
wofsha: IBU!!! (auntie pun screamed back at her...huhuhu)
wanie: he he he he he (gelak gedix iteww....)
Upon arriving at her Qiraa'ti:
wofsha: wanie....office still close la ...nak duk mana? awal la plak ....cemana ni....
wanie: tak pe wanie tunggu kat situ... (with the mulut terjuih tunjuk to her friend)
wofsha: u sure? tul?
wanie: iyee....tak pe....ok Bye bye auntie ...
wofsha: okay...bye ...make sure duk ngan kawan tau ..jangan gi jejauh ...*salam auntie*
wanie: okay ...BYE AUNTIE!!!!
(isskk....she screamed back at me depan2 ofis ustazah dia ...heee aku sengih je le .... hu hu ...lupa nak bagitau jangan scream depan ustajah...haha)
so many things happened today. I could only afford to sit in the middle and observe. Jadikan Teladan.... kan bloggie?
p/s: am still wondering about...that pilot botak! *lol*
adoii wofsha experienced a wicked-horrible-funny moment juz now. CL asked me out for lunch at the airport. tah angin apa dia ngidam ...so i went with the flow ... dalam byk2 tempat ...kfc jugak ..the chosen one ....kisahnya ...she saw the commercial break kat tv ....fiery crunch tu ...huk alohhh..... not to my taste ... bwerkkk..hukk...i ordered twister and slimey cheese wedges. hee :)
the dem gile part came in when we were talking about men. hahahaha biasak la ..since CL is about to be engaged ...these days topic are mostly on men. Suddenly ...jeng jeng jeng...came in a group of trainee pilot from Pacific Flight Training Academy... holoh ..gorgeous!....earlier on i stumbled upon the academy's Uncle Pilot ( wofsha didnt know how to read the paku pakis on his shoulder...but he's the top management laaa - i recalled seeing his face in the newspaper...) Already that senior group melted me ..then came in the junior trainee pilot ...howarghh..my friend CL, was already drooling hahahahahaha.
THEN, amongst the group ..there's this one smashing baldy lad...... i was like ...ting tong! CL and I were laughing at each other's craziness... There I was babbling to CL " ish ish ...besh nya kan ...kalo aku ngan dia at pangkor island ...holidaying....so chomel...." bla bla bla siap dengan tangan duk merapu kat our table ..verangan tak hengat.....out of nowhere ...HACHOOOOMMM!!!!!!!!! bergegarrrrr ruang makan tu ....ya Rabbi ...i was strucked, jerked to the front and my heart pumped like Hell! terkejut siol! mangkuk mana bersin neh! dalam hati la ...then wofsha looked up to CL ..she was holding up her burst ...then she pointed to the table behind me .... i was rubbing my chest ....coz it really hurts when you terkejut like dat dowwhhhh....and I saw another young trainee having lunch with his friends. DIA bersin rupa nya ...MACAM BUNYI PETIR!!!!BERGEGAR!!!!
si CL dah gelak tak hengat....and his friends were laughing at him while he apologetically nodded to CL for nearly killing me with his sneeze. demm..... "ko punya angan-angan tak di restui tu ...Allah dah bagi petunjuk...hahahaha" alaaa CL ....berangan pun tak leh ke .....bukan dapat pun.
Luckily I had finished my lunch and we left - with CL and I cracking like crazy in the car.
adoii....rasa macam ....tak leh ke tutup idung ...? hahahaha dunno la bloggie ...after all it was a daydream..... and it should stay that way... In the meantime, I wonder how is that junior trainee with his girlfriend...ek? he he he he ...
Monday, June 29, 2009
hoh...today wofsha had an appointment at town. dalam banyak-banyak elevator in this world yang pernah wofsha terokai....kat bandar wofsha ni la yang PALING tak best. why? sebab orang sini KEBANYAKANNYA ...tak sopan. Believe it or not . tak sopan guna elevator ..tak sopan di tgh jalan when crowded...tak sopan di jalan raya ...tak sopan yang subjektif yang wofsha maksud kan ...
the Elevator. normally ...if there are 4-5 person in the elevator ...if the person in the front is a lady ...and all of them are going to the SAME floor...(mind u) WHY on earth ...is the MAN at the back ...rushing forth like the door isn't gonna wait for him as it opened? just SIMPLY let the lady IN THE FRONT line move out first and QUEUE la accordingly. bongok tul. SOME men can be such a jerk. Even if the front ones were a man ...ya'll going to the same-dem-floor....let the front one (regardless gender) out then the rests follow la... why must shoving meh...? haiyerr....
walking in a crowd. similar with the road, STICK IN YOUR OWN LANE! demmit. why can't SOME people respect Others. Give way ..not blocking the way with yr dem stupid chat..in the MIDDLE of the line. 'tis what wofsha got today. I had to walk like a cik-minah juz becoz ...the mangkuk tingkats depan me chatting and walking like taking a stroll at a beach! hoooo... I was like .. "excuse me..." and I got the pissed look juz becoz I spoke in English! waddaheck...i just feel like pushing her to the side ...but then i thought .." tak baik ..what goes around comes around..."
if you wanna take a stroll...move aside ...make way for people behind you ..sakka....simple as det ...cannot think ah ? aiyooo.... stressed due to ignorance! not-worth-IT.
taking the escalator. stick to the left. leave the right space for over-takers. SIMPLE. practically almost the whole MAJOR CITIES in the WORLD use this system. and in KL they had to put a SIGN to educate the Public which wofsha finds it odd at first ...but then ...Educating ...so it's good...some people Learn it well ...SOME just DON'T - urgghh...annoying isnt it bloggie...
It's a simple routine. everywhere we go ...make it a habit of respecting others ..be it on the road, in the malls... public offices ...queueing especially....susah sangat ke? kan bloggie... orang buta pun bleh follow rules ... ini kan pulak kita yang celik n cukup sifat fizikal nya.
Solution to the un-wanted Stress? Cadburry Bournville Fine Dark Chocolate. 'nuff said. :)
Sunday, June 28, 2009
phewww...what a weekend. mr Jo was asking so many question on my behavior changes and all I could say was .. " No.......special reason..." and I smiled. the Director was asking for my vitae and I kept saying ...because .. "sha si chooooon ah Dato' ...that's why this place is bright" huhuhu ....that old man couldn't tahan my gila-gila so he left without getting his answer and.... I WAS SAFEEEEEE....*fuh* hihihihi....thank You God.
New Intake Registration is coming up and UMK led us by a week earlier. They have some sorta jom-heboh event ...tinggal lagi nak letak merry-go-round je bloggie.... to make it a fiesta site ...huhuhu....bertuah dorang...kalo ada cotton candy ...corned dogs....ish ish ish macam kat Coney Island lak ....beshhh...now wofsha loves spending time alone. but my best friend advised me not to dwell on it........sigh...Can't wait for New Year 2010 (hahahahhaha....where got road.............hahahahaha)
oh yeah I have GOOD NEWS for kcynodia...*grins* InshaAllah...
Saturday, June 27, 2009
it's a quiet and occupied weekend. even Mr Jo was asking ..why was I quiet unlike before and chose to sit away from everybody. I wanted to answer....but as I opened my mouth...my mind was empty ...nothing came out ...i quickly covered with .. "No......special reason.." then I smiled. And he wasn't satisfied with my answer. there's nothing I can say Mr Jo, I mumbled at my seat.
Sometimes in Life ...you'll come across unexpected things...situation...people....culture...etc. In my previous years ... I have met many wonderful people from colorful backgrounds. I like it - a lot. Their presence has colored my Life. They made me who I am Today. I'm forever indebted.
Along the Path of Life... there were many ups and downs... I came upon. Those were My Strengths and Weaknesses.
Also....in the Lifetime, I got to meet a Significant Other. Almost Perfect. Bliss. Challenged.
Again... in this Lifetime ... I got to know a Soul. Big at Heart. Complicated. I lost It.
I Fear meeting People in Lifetime who'd make my Heart stop
I Fear meeting People in Lifetime who'd make me Smile....
I Fear meeting People in Lifetime who'd say Nice things initially
I Fear meeting People in Lifetime who'd make me Fear of Losing Them
I Fear People who'd not Speak The Truth.
I'm Lost and I don't even Know what am I Losing It For.
I do not know how to differ Truth and Fake, Reality and Dream, Wish and False-Hope. I wish life isn't complicated and nerve-wrecking. No matter how painful the Test of Life unto Human, we all need to be Strong. Keep in Faith. Took me A Decade to Realize ...Life is not meant for Waste. My another Decade Shouldn't Go in the Drain ...As Long as I Live and This Breath You give for Me. Keep Me Strong in Your Embrace and Protect me from Challenges You Knew I won't make it. Amin.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
wofsha ari ni ...tak byk menulis pun ....luckily it's the end of the week....so ..sungguh tak sabar rasanya nak ...TIDO puas2 ..and cuci lisa. heheee...
tadi kan bloggie... i was browsing and suddenly there is this request to Facebook ... from an Old Fren... terdetik di hati wofsha ... apa kene le mamat ni request ...aku bukan pun aktif facebook...sememangnya tidak rajin ber fb. Pa memang aktif ... wofsha ni memang cam ni kot bloggie ...low profile ...dan most of the times memang suka bersendirian. lebih2 lagi time cuti semester macam ni ...ni lah masa untuk recharge. tu pun sibuk jugak dengan office work lain. as I passed my youthyears... I reduced my happy-hour. Wofsha dah loss interest. hrrmm...kadang2 wofsha rasa rimas kalau ada kat crowded place. uih... normal ke wofsha ni bloggie...?
tiba-tiba wofsha rasa macam nak demam... biar betul ... maybe wofsha tekejut pasal request tadi. entahlah ...pada wofsha ...it...definitely ..freaks me. wofsha tak add pun kat fb sbb wofsha memang jarang fb. wofsha selesa di sini. alone. wofsha bleh tulis pe wofsha nak ...wofsha babbles kat bloggie ..sukati wofsha je ....and tah ...mmg wofsha sronok kat sini...what-to-do. Dunia berubah. I somehow like it better here.
apa la wofsha merepek ni bloggie... ngantuk plak rasa ...baru teringat..smalam kan tak cukup tido ...ho ho ho...
Beryl's Assortito Milk, White and DARK CHOCOLATE
wofsha sukaaaaaa.... Thank you.
guess what? aritu kan wofsha tgh bingung2 and came to a dead end. hari ni...Allah Sent me Prof Madya Dr Ismail Jusoh to "sooth" my mind regarding PnP. talking to him initially helps to reduce the worry in me. he's a Chemist, totally different than my field ... but to be able to sit and exchange ideas with him earlier.... really Help. Syukur sangat....
tadi wofsha jumpa Hafeez ...the newly wed staff.... ceria dia ...baru balik Honeymoon ....perghh... satu kilometer dah lambai tangan kat wofsha .... then he asked me " lama tak nampak ...gi mane?" - " eh ...Hello..Assalamualaikum...yang cuti kawin a-la setahun tu saper? Sha ke..?" - hahahahahahah ....tau takpe ...dia yang cuti tak nampak wofsha ....tanya plak wofsha gi mane...wofsha ada je sini....very the kelakar. anyway...Congratulations Newlywed!
pas tu ...bloggie tau wofsha buat pe? wofsha ragging rakan sekerja baru dalam presentation wokshop! hahaha sungguh seronok. merah muka diaaa....sbb wofsha suruh bercakap di depan ..inpromptu. heks :) tabaik dera lelebih ...kang Zero marah lak .... heeee :)
hari ni ..makan free....tapi wofsha tengok je la ... *sigh* Last night ..kul 2 am mata wofsha celik macam 2pm bloggie.... tak boleh tido.... olohh laaa...raso supo nok gi jogging jah ..tapi takut maley2 butow bejogging ....bla la dok pung.... pah tu wofsha bangun and tgk tv....sampai kul 3 kot ...pah tu wofsha bukok buku....baco baco...kaba2 jenero.... heeeee.....pagi ni ...sero supo zombie....coz wofsha baru teringat ...Performance Report lum print.... heh?
tapi sblm tu bloggie...wofsha syukur sangat...wofsha can still see Today. Alhamdulillah.
guten morgen... wofsha all maroon today. wofsha likes. upon checking the blog ...wofsha saw kcynodia's remark about Rejab.... wofsha tau ...he knows....saje je .....apa2pun ...wofsha feels like sharing je the excerpt below.... after all Sharing is ...... ? tah la bloggie...bila di ingat balik ... kang sayu .... justeru itu .... lighten up :) dunia ini Luas untuk di terokai ....dan MilikNya ....Hanya Engkau Yang Tahu...
Let's share. *smiles*
Pada 24 Jun 2009 (Rabu) kita memasuki bulan Rejab. Bulan Rejab adalah bulan Allah swt. Let’s overview ada apa di sebalik bulan Rejab itu. Diriwayatkan bahwa Rasulullah saw telah bersabda,
"Ketahuilah bahwa bulan Rejab itu adalah bulan ALLAH swt, maka:”
1. Barang siapa yang berpuasa 1 hari dalam bulan ini dengan ikhlas, maka pasti ia mendapat keredhaan yang besar dari ALLAH swt
2. Dan barang siapa berpuasa pada tanggal 27 Rejab /Isra Mi'raj (Isnin, 20 Julai 2009) akan mendapat pahala seperti 5 tahun berpuasa
3. Barang siapa yang berpuasa 2 hari di bulan Rejab akan mendapat kemuliaan di sisi ALLAH swt
4. Barang siapa yang berpuasa 3 hari yaitu pada tanggal 1, 2, dan 3 Rejab (24, 25, 26 Jun 2009) maka ALLAH swt akan memberikan pahala seperti 900 tahun berpuasa dan menyelamatkannya dari bahaya dunia dan seksa akhirat
5. Barang siapa berpuasa 5 hari dalam bulan ini, insyaallah permintaannya akan dimakbulkan Allah swt..InsyaAllah
6. Barang siapa berpuasa 7 hari dalam bulan ini, maka ditutupkan 7 pintu neraka Jahanam dan barang siapa berpuasa delapan hari maka akan dibukakan 8 pintu syurga
7. Barang siapa berpuasa 15 hari dalam bulan ini, maka ALLAH swt akan mengampuni dosa-dosanya yang telah lalu dan menggantikan kesemua kejahatannya dengan kebaikan, dan barang siapa yang menambah (hari-hari puasa) maka ALLAH swt akan menambahkan pahalanya.
p/s: of course all months in the Muslim Calendar offer us abundance of opportunities ...to BerIbadat....not juz in Rejab.... hence ...let's not assume wofsha ni pikir about Rejab je ... ek :) *hiks* why all of a sudden wofsha is writing about this? Let's not even go there ....
take care bloggie....nanti wofsha post lagi ...now wofsha kene study and do some reading. hooo.....
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
after got back from GoRo (gotongroyong) macam pelik jee bunyi nye kan bloggie ...huhu ...we saw this red van parked outside of our office. Hah! Bic! Abang nescafe ko datang lagi! hahaha cewahh..mementang nak tong nescafe dalam tumbler...abang kunun...piiirahhhh hahahahaha ...si bic punya feveret la nescafe. aku tengok je lori nescafe tu ... then wofsha said to him " bang...esok datang la lagi ...esok ada fun fair (heh...)" - wofsha is not a fan ...but bic is ...so penuh la tumbler dia ngan iced nescafe kaw like yummy la jugak. seronok dia. wofsha smiled and thanked him - for stopping too often lately ... hrmmm....ada pe pe ke....? walaupunn.... haha
my chosen cook for today ...Kak Nor ...made me the best local dish of ikan tongkoi. terengganu style masak pedas, merah - wofsha namakan ...the dish ... ikan tumis wofsha... ho ho ho...suka hati.
and ..and ..hari ni kan bloggie ..ustaz mohammad panggil wofsha Jameeeeeeelah....(gelak guling2) pergghhh...best nyeeeeeeeee....rasa di sayangi oleh eldery itew .... besh. if wofsha is reminded of the name Miss Sha Jameelah ...wofsha will be smiling and acting weirdly! ha ha ...coz Mr Manzur pun suka sakat pasai the Jameelah thingy... I thought they've forgotten The Incident. hahaha "hi my name is Jameelah...you can call me Jamie..." hahahahahah - yakkdush!sungguh poyo ...albeit the fact it's...geli dowhhhh...tapi suka! ha ha ha....
hmm bloggie...life is not merely smooth sailing kan ...? there are times where one will down ...and vice versa.... yang penting ....hadapilah hari2 itu ...seperti tiada lagi esok bagimu....meoww..sungguh sastrawijaya ... he he ....esok entah wofsha masih wujud atau tidak ....in one corner of this voluptious, juicy heart ...I wonder ...(what to do ...genetic ...it's a trend these days ...) will I still be That Pavillion as vowed.
Hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui.
dear bloggie.... wofsha has report to submit and lesson plan to analyse. May tomorrow ... is still there for wofsha ... and Ya Allah... permudahkanlan urusan-urusan sahabat2 ku ...baik di DuniaMu ....dan AkhiratMu. Ketahuilah akan mereka ...diri ini Menyayangi....every moment I have had with every single beat of my Heart.
Have a Good One bloggie...
these few days memang wofsha jarang tgk phone ... sbb mostly nak tanya about results and screaming for my help to selak that Big File...maleh nye ....
then ada satu malam ...Pa ...buddy wofsha ...sent sms, yang berbunyi seperti berikut :-
wakakakakakakak....tegelak beso wofsha memalam buta...kah kah kah kah ...sempat lagi itteww mamak.... Pa ..ingatkan mamak precint 9 hahahahaha.... tesengih wofsha sorang2 bloggie ....gelagat kami di mana2 pasti ada orang yang peramah. so ..? orang berbudi kita berbahasa ...orang peramah? kita laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagi peramah. ha ha
skali skala ...get together in a mess and away from work and routines ...best gak kan bloggie ... apa lagi yang wofsha nak ? kerja wofsha walaupun penat ...tapi worthwhile.... normal la mana ada orang keje perfect kan .... colleague wofsha ...yang crazy ada ...alim ada ...ok la tu ..complete each other...saling tolong menolong ... best friends ....alhamdulillah Allah dah Beri ....Anak-Anak Immediate ...ada ...ramai plak tu ... kalau beranak normal ...mau nye macam Kilang Reproduction ajo ... hahahah ...*sigh*..... tadi dalam keadaan busuk tu ....we mock at each other's stinkiness ha ha ha .... sitting there ...omongan kosong ...and a deeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppp sigh ..after all these days ..... temporarily ease up a bit .... ..Shukur Alhamdulillah....
who'd ever thought ...a-peace-of-mind comes from gotong royong ...tho physically ...tired. :)
apa agaknya jadi esok ek bloggie....? Live today like you're not gonna wake up tomorrow. =)
Monday, June 22, 2009
am an orange egg...in the myriads of Eggs... heh?
waa....sedar tak sedar ...dah almost a week ..wofsha ngomel alone with you bloggie...there are days where wofsha rasa exhausted amat with all these programs.
esok...wofsha terlibat dengan gotong royong di one of our residential college...huwaaa...part ni yang lemau siket nie..hehehe my appointment with DNH has been forwarded to a later date ..coz DNH is busy with her lecture tours... so I have tomorrow's slot replaced with Gotong Royong. - Nice.
semalaman ..wofsha cannot sleep...thinking of PnP problem with program lagi-satu. buntu bloggie ....sbb brain sudah letih amat. nak menangis pun macam takde air mata. wofsha only can sit and termenung in the dark. Berat sungguh Ujian kali ini ...Ya Allah berilah wofsha kekuatan ....sesungguhnya sekarang ..rasa macam discman yang abih bateri .... macam remote astro yang dah low battery. tekan 40kali pun ...channel tak berubah. *sigh*....
wofsha tengok nasi pun dah macam ...bwerkk... tgk lauk2 pun ..bwerkkkkkkkkkkkk......wofsha kemaruk buat jus je 2 3 ari ni ..kejap wofsha blend the pisang....then wofsha blend apples ....then wofsha blend vico ... ni pulak wofsha rasa nak pegi tesco ...cari shelves DIY ...nak ubahsuai room wofsha ... make myself busy!
buku-buku wofsha pun dah accumulated ... boleh buat lego atas kapet tu haa...so it's about time wofsha jadi Bob the builder pulak. "bob the builder...can we fix it...Yes we can" :)
now baru teringat..malam ni ada jemputan kenduri kesyukuran umah sedara wofsha. anak dia dapat masuk UUM Sintok. cool.
therefore wofsha akan balik ..iron baju (again...?) casual dah la ..pergi awal ...event nye malam ...but wofsha doesn't feel like bertemu orang ramai .... so lepas keje wofsha pegi tolong apa yang patut ... then balik umah - silent.
wofsha memang tak banyak cakap pun lately. sampaikan wofsha nye mak pun dah curioused bloggie... whaddayaknow ...genetic rupa nya hehehehe...kan bloggie ...she's wondering what's happening to me coz I've been awfully quiet. Semalam father's day pun wofsha tak sempat wish kat Ayah. tak pe ..nanti wofsha plan nak belikan ayah present. wofsha ada idea dah. :)
kalau dulu ..kad wofsha la sampai dulu ...siap dengan poem segala ..which Ayah jarang pun nak hayati sbb dia bukan jiwang macam wofsha ..stok poetic nyee hehehehe.... tapi mak kata dia simpan semua kad2 yang wofsha anto dulu2 ... masa wofsha jauh dari dia .... hehe ..sayang wofsha ..wofsha pun sayang Ayah jugaaa..... muah muah ...
Happy Father's Day, Ayah.
(wofsha tau Ayah tak suka wofsha panggei Dad ....dia kata..macam Bush! huhuhuh ... apa kes? layannnn.....)
Sunday, June 21, 2009
whoaa...today kan bloggie ..result klua officially ...huhu sungguh tak menang tangan ..first time tepon tu ..bebunyi serentak. even bic couldn't tahan with the ringtones ...hahahaha...
wofsha furthermore was busy in lectures... plus got quiz and all ... they were screaming over the phone after i finally answer ...after 3pm ...( imagine ..theyve been dialing since 9am ..kot ..hahahha ) nasib la ....i got many things to figure out ...life is not about result alone maa.....
then i went to makan bloggie ..u know what kak za said .."sha...i want to ask you something..." dengan senyuman lirikan yang wofsha pun tak paham bende.... " apa kes ni kak za ...." then dia gelak2 ....u know la me bloggie ..curiousity ALWAYS kills the cat...haku memang tak senang duduk..kalo orang laugh for no apparent reason...it makes me anxious.... wofsha jadi agitated. species jenis haper wofsha pun tak tahu ....mungkin dah sinonim wofsha dengan kucing ...genetic curiousity tu selalu ada...*sigh*
rupanya si CL dah pegi bocor rahsia pasal dia nak bertunang ...and kak za tau aku mesti tau ... and she wanted to confirm it...kisahnya ...g.e.b.a.n.g ...huk alohhhhh.... so dengan lapar nya wofsha menikmati ayam paprik kicap my favorite with bicmate.
wofsha penat sangat hari ni bloggie ... wofsha kene tanda kertas ..semak few items ...and wofsha kene buat 2 paperwork utk project senior year and senior staff punya planning. kalau la wofsha ni doremon.... kaching! semua beres...
Saturday, June 20, 2009
we meet again....i guess ...since we're stucked to each other ...bloggie has to bear with me ...penning meself like there's no tomorrow. huhu...teringat pulak wofsha kat mentor wofsha ..Mr MZM. dia cukup suka mengelak daripada di tanya wofsha macam-macam soalan ...sbb dia kata " tak larat nak jawab" *lol* what to do ...tak tahu ..kena lah tanya sir...
mungkin salah satu sbb kalau wofsha inquire about perkara yang betul2 tak paham ... it takes time for me to grasp and digest...and to some people ...itu mungkin menyengalkan... :)
suddenly wofsha teringatkan si the Rock. tortoise bic yang selalu nya wofsha kene jadi surrogate mother time cuti skolah ...when they go back to their hometown...wofsha is the tortoise-sitter. when the Rock got bored, he'd stepped on the lagi-satu. I didn't give the lagi-satu name because he seemed less attractive as compared to the Rock. wofsha le yang bagi nama the rock tu bloggie ...coz ...dia ganas and suka pijak and always ..seems to win - to be on top of lagi-satu. One day ... the lagi-satu dengan gigihnya ...bergerak ...and shoved the Rock yang sedang bertenggek dengan macho di atas beliau. se-slow lagi-satu tu pun bleh kalah the Rock, jadi ..wofsha...? manusia yang sempurna...Allah Izin ...takkan tak boleh kan? Usaha wofsha. Tanpa Usaha...the Rock takkan shoved down. and to the Rock ..sometimes you're up ... and they're time when you'll be down... sakkaaa... heheee....
Life is a Struggle. not just to human... yet to semua creatures ciptaan Allah SWT. wofsha faham benar akan hakikat hidup. cuma kan bloggie ..kadangkala..wofsha leka. macam lagu Atilia tu ..Leka...ku di belai Mesra ... pergh... sungguh sarats wofsha singing...
since temporarily juz u n me stucked here.... rasa nak tulis banyak-banyak pulak. earlier I told kcynodia @ cikgu yang baik hati itu... takde idea. sebenarnya wofsha merepek je ni cikgu ... jujur ..ide kontang juak ...ndak muncul2 ... tapi kan bloggie ...satu semangat yang wofsha dapat sementara menunggu esok ..jika ada Buat wofsha ... the return of SOME of my Kodoks. hopefully ... mereka bisa membuat wofsha tersenyum dan terus berpena-keyboard di sini dan di journal peribadi wofsha.
see you tomorrow bloggie...wofsha tetap kangen ... walau bloggie nggak mampu tuturkan sebarang kata mahu bicara. wah! ... jika ada Bella dan Virgy ni....pasti wofsha di ketawakan like dowwh... *hiks*
oigh....things happen for reasons. and now wofsha blocked la bloggie ...nak kluarkan ide-ide soalan dari medula ni tidak terdaya...tadi wofsha had lunch. before that ..wofsha witnessed...baby kucing di langgar tgh2 jalan raya...menggelupur...Ya Allah ...tak terdaya wofsha di buatnya. rasa nak stop keta and suruh semua orang on the road tu stop jugak....who'd listen to me kan?
pertama kali ..wofsha tgk macam tu ..and i was trembling hard. teringat kesemua arwah2 kucing wofsha yang dah meninggal ...huuu...tapi kan bloggie...sungguh menyayat hati situasi tadi ..and wofsha rasa nak meraung je go safe kan the kitten. which dah almost too late..dia menggelupur hujung nyawa dah ..teruk agaknya kena ...aigghh...i can still clearly see the image in my head ...
now ...nak cari idea baru untuk soalan pun ..wofsha numbed. Ya Allah ..Besar sungguh dugaanMu...
wofsha hanya mampu siapkan cover depan je bloggie. now wofsha feels like sleeping and sleeping....and sleeping....
but wofsha can't just sleep....this is amanah ..wofsha has to finish this set. wofsha kene lawan this feeling ...tapi...flashbacks keep coming ...Astaghfirullahala'zimmmm....
u n me je la still. I haven't thought of how to change the layout. ingatkan nak ceriakan a bit this gloomy page....kayak nya ..nggak ada apa2 perubahan lagi kok....emang nya ...wofsha ini ...tired banget ... huhu...mula la tu merepek ...
last night kan bloggie...wofsha ..melekat kat KBS world ..macam biasa ...bukan gile kepada orang2 korea...tapi suka mendgr melodi dan arrangement music ..tho the liriks ..sepatah haram wofsha tak paham pun ..hehehe....then wofsha ada tengok this one drama ....voila ...memang hidup wofsha pun penuh ngan drama bloggie....sungguh tidak sangka kan ...?
anyway, dalam drama tu ada this one lady ...about to die...and previous tu dia suruh hubby dia bawak anak2 dia klua pi theme park...(something like ..dia dah tau dia nak "pergi" la kan ...) dah namanya pun drama ..maka....di saat dia nak "pergi" tu ..hubby dia just arrived from bawak the children enjoy dalam keadaan dia tak sedap ati ...then dia received phone call from adik ipar dia ..cakap wife dia ..dah nazak and about to ...u know la bloggie ..then dia berlari...tinggalkan kan children dia ..rush to the house...while on the phone dia gitau adik ipar dia ...aaa...tak reti nak cakap korea...tapi dalam english nya " ask her to wait for me ...I want to tell her I love her..." huwarrrghhhhhhhhhhh...sungguh melodramatic....ngan wofsha skali berlinang ayaq mata! ha ha ..this is not good for someone who is trying to recuperate her heart ..like Me! adoii....tapi wofsha layan le jugak bloggie oit...sbb citer lain semua bosan...hehe
banyak benda 2-3 ari ni ...kene sangat ngan batang idung wofsha ...toleh kanan ..kena ..DOINK! ...kiri ..DOINK! ..belakang ..DOINK! ..depan ...DINK DONK! adoiii..wofsha feels like screaming ...every single thing ...remind wofsha pada kawan wofsha ....wofsha bingung.....wofsha tak bleh nak salah dia 100% pun ...tapi bila respon dia pada wofsha macam tu...wofsha tekejut.....
kata kawan wofsha yang lagi satu ...." ni cakap Live ke sms?" - sms.
haaa ni le manusia ..dia pun pot pet pot pet ...alkisahnya salah aku la plak...huuuu...dah? bukannya wofsha ada kat depan tu ..wofsha sendiri pun tgh serabut ngan benda lain laaa.....
so bloggie ...wofsha bawa diri untuk clear my mind...wofsha bukan marah...wofsha pun sedar wofsha ni saper....not the mantel of his earth. cuma daripada things jadi even worse...biar la wofsha back off...
entah la bloggie ...wofsha lega sbb wofsha dapat cuti ..walau sekejap. wofsha needs to be strong. Allah pun tak suka orang yang weak weak ni kan ....wofsha anggap ni Ujian Dia...kalau wofsha rebah ...wofsha bukan Khalifah Dia la....wofsha shouldn't behave that way kan?
jadi.. hari ni bloggie...wofsha kene siapkan soalan quizzes. wofsha akan usaha untuk focus.
Doakan wofsha Kuat. Amin.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
for a while ..it'll be only me and you reading this blog. sigh...isnt it ..lonely? not that much....sad i'd say because ...losing a friend is not something one should celebrate. right? Did i lose a friend? I dunno...if the friend doesn't seem want to talk to me anymore ...what should i call that...dunno la bloggie....
the whole morning ..I was depressed. It shouldn't get it carried away. I miss my friend. Why do I miss him. He doesn't even care much of how I feel anyway...
that's me. the stupid me.
anyway..I'll fill my days with work and work and work. I won't be defeated by this. Please God..
No I will not.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
When I ignited dar this morning...I saw mom was plucking the young coconuts in the backyard. hooo...shedaps nya ...kelapa muda ..with yummy juicy flesh...blended...a bit of jelly liquid....leave in the freezer.....hooo...heaven on earth. thinking of it juz melt my throat..... :)
tomorrow..will be seeing sopek in putrajaya ...i'm excited. at least ...sooth and chill a bit ..it surely is a messed up week...how i wish i'm not here ..hrmm... next week ..with masir and whatnots coming up, all of us are excited, worried, anxious ....adrenaline rush is simply everywhere.
miss my lychee Hadief very much...
p/s: really messed up...*sigh*
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
alhamdulillah ..all went well. I enjoy what I did and the outcome was tremendously joyful. Love seeing them smiling and nodding in full comprehensive mode.
now i feel like a drained camel. floppy and dented ...after half day slot, coz it brought me back to other decayed memory ...*sigh*....hurt ..of course...annoyed...a bit ...should i fret anymore? no-lah ....no need ...it's not your damn business to think pun sha oi....
KC is texting hi n lo. am sure she wants to ask about the result. ah...the ever foreword is soo long n winding. watching Grease katanya ...i remembered how she and D.D (plus me) were singing in their dorm before the final exam. hahahaha ...hohohohohorible.
go home ... n sleep. the best solution. ever.
good night bloggie.
around 11.30 my boss's PA intercommed me and ....
PA : miss sha, *** ada ?
wofsha : sorry, she's in a meeting.
PA: you la ganti dia . can u come here? ada orang nak jumpa.
wofsha: Like WHO? (apa kes jumpa orang tgh2 hari ni ...aku banyak keje daaa)
aku bz aaa weii...sapa dia ? boss tadek ka?
PA : takde. you la replace ..pertaining to your field jugak ni...
wofsha : urrghhh...ye la ye laaaa....
so there I was ...upon being introduced to the Regional Director of ...some company related to education. I gave him my biggest smile (walhal....bosannyaaa) bla bla bla....and he started to comment on my language command. aiikkk....then i 'slow down' a bit ...still sengih as usual ..sampai ke belakang telinga sampai nak terlentang je rasa ....and he's talking about his product...communication aids. KISAH NYAAAAAAA.......i was ...."damn....why me"
Regional Director : am i interrupting you? can u spare me some times...etc..etc...
wofsha: how long are we talking about? 15 minutes top ..coz i have other things to do ( i really AM)
By 12.15 i have already ..giving the oddest smile ever. I can't decide for my CE. it'll be another keje la plak ....for me to present this to CE. aiyyooo....
lastly, i said "we'll get back to you in a week's time inshaAllah...if you have anything else to comment and brief on, please liase with my boss's PA here. I have to make a move. take care thank you". SMILE.
moral of the day: jangan sanggup kalau keje dah bertimbun. now dah kelam kabut. sbb almost sejam masa ku terganggu! kot yer pun nak berbakti pada negara...jangan sampai diri pun rentung. sekian terima kasih.
what a morning when this soul is too lazy to go to work and ...to start the day with a wrong tudung also could be a major breakout of the day. hahahahaha ...bic called up for breakfast at shukur's and ...of all the morning of wonderful sunrise...it's just not happening hahahahahah. yikes. i texted her in return " bic ..couldnt make it.sorry. not happening!" hahaha and to my hilarious morning moment, she laughed at me. what to do ...can walk without 'em cant walk without 'em. am one of the later. kuang kuang kuang ....oh well..a day is to be cherished...not to be perished...like some people ...
Looking forward for this afternoon's session. Been preparing and giddyupping meself. to fish ..goodluck with your lymph node thingy ...get well soon ya?
and wofsha? sha juz wanna focus on today's session. Nothing Else Matters and Can Stand in My Way ...Except God the Almighty. Amin.
Monday, June 15, 2009
I was reading online newspaper when I came across an article by the columnist about "Going Dutch on a Date". I chuckled. hahahahahahaha teringat zaman muda-muda dulu.....
The writer shared her opinion on how the initiator of the first date to take up the bill and go dutch later ( should there be another...and so forth..) I smiled and blushed as I recalled my first date back then. It was sooo cute. hahahaha and of course ...very sweet n memorable. The Initiator, adamantly wanted to pay for the wholeee..."event". - which I found it rather odd and bad 'coz I don't quite fancy the idea of people paying for me this and that. I need not spare the details as it might puke some of my friends in here reading it hahahaha....but it went great and yes...the following dates I insisted on go-ing dutch. Not to undermine his wallet ... but ..hey ..Sharing is Caring ...right? - or should I say ..Loving? hahahaha ...*sigh*
and I'm still Smiling ...
Sunday, June 14, 2009
sedap...amat. I simply love blueberry! and dark chocolate is simply out of this world! it's like me and SK trapped in the same room! hahahahaha. oh indah....
Tahniah for all 5 of you....all dean's list. There's no words to describe how Maginificent you are in your final semester. How Wonderful you have Become to My Life, how Proud you have made me to say those are my future Generation.
( jom kita pilih tema warna baju grad nak?hehehe)
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Life is really something isnt it ? We love it we like it ..we lost it ...we hated it ( at times ) we cling to it ( most of the time) we hardly appreciate ...we move ...we surrender....-it is full of ups and downs.
Nine years ago, someone asked me - "can the Sun kiss the Moon goodnight? Can the mountains pierce the heart of the sky? Can the ocean wash the tears of the clouds? No.
Nine years later, I have been asked sort of the similar question, this time figuratively. How did I know? In a way...that's how it "sounds". In reality the answer is still - No. Almost a decade, the reality of Life, barely changed.
Can I change it now? - Yes!
Do I want it to be changed? - err....
How certain am I? - urrmm...
Then WHY do I want to change it? - I guess am tired of accepting Nos in this Life. I want to Fight. Previously, I walked away. I gave up. Look what I have lost? am I a Weak person? am I stupid? am I Crazy? - NO.
Is this Worth Fighting For? - i don't know...
Then you do not really know what you want. - I Do know. I'm reverting to the ol' me who'd always Burn myself for Others, who'd make silly things ...so They Could not See the Real me...who'd Prefer to weep in Silence and Ripped in the Deep of my Heart.
Life will be better Tomorrow, you know it is always Will... for those who seek to be Better and Stronger - Is it really...?
Life never leaves, only Human do. - Ditto...
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Look at those arms...... geramnyee auntie tengokk....eiiiii....
Ish ...ish ish.... tomey nyeee....vulats....
p/s: kepada Siti Hajar Abd Malek -CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! on your First Class Graduation and FULL SCHOLARSHIP CONVERSION!!!!!! YESSSS!!!!
TO NORHAFIZA SABRI - CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR DEAN'S LIST!
HOPEFULLY EVERY WISH FOR TEESSIDE WILL COME TRUE ...INSHAALLAH!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
A lemau day for me. No topic to ramble on. rindu nak lepak ngan nor. nak sembang tak kire malam atau siang. nak menteke. nak tgk tv sampai habis siaran. nak shopping. movies.tido. makan.tido...tido...tidooo..tidooo....
malas fikir about office. byk mual. manusia macam-bagus memang ada di mana mana...
Sunday, June 7, 2009
I remember an old friend, Ady- used to tell me ..."cum'on A.C, people change...shit happens..." - I used to sneer at him for saying as such...and on this weekend ...after almost 10 years not hearing a news from him...(probably won't till ever....) as I was sitting and enjoying the last curtain of the day....that phrase rang inside my head ...exactly the way he'd say it ... *sigh*
Life is unbelievable....
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
The panopticon cell house, commonly referred to as the round house, houses mainly R&C inmates and those in writ status with an armed tower in the center. A philosopher named Jeremy Bentham designed this architectural structure and it is said to be one of the only remaining circular-style cell houses still in use in the U.S.
(I would wanna hangout in this prison if I were given a chance...gile cool.noticed the word 'hangout'?not stay?hehehe)
The U.S Government surely has all the capitals in the world to come up with this type of facilities to the felons. To even compare it with our cells in Malaysia ...it's wayyy too incomparable. Imagine if we can afford this correctional prison....I bet many would "looooove" to be in there ..for the sake of comfort. They even can have their own TV in there. Living in a confinement. Hmm...I dare not risk my freedom of fresh air and mom's ikan singgang. :)
Then... the batphone rang ( I call our groundline at home batphone coz ..most of the time it's for my parents. none is for me) Around 9.30 they both juz came back from Yasin reading at one of their friend's house. The lady who usually "lepak" at our house for a cuppa and chit chat ...has passed on. Innalillah.... She has been suffering from Diabetes for quite some times and refused to get proper treatment at the hospital. My dad told me ..she was afraid of being hospitalized. When the D reached its max, she opted for food supplement that deteriorated her body system faster. Last week she was bedridden and 2 days ago she lost consciousness. Apparently, my parents had advised me to go and paid my visit but I couldn't make it. Last night, upon hearing the demise...I followed my parents ..and I forgot to change my kain batik! I ended up having to sit and move around in the house ...fearing that my kain would fall-off! (Not really an efficient batik-user, u see...he he)
I used to pray to Allah SWT, let it be me who Returns first coz I'm afraid to "see" what is it like when my turn comes to watch my Loved Ones go. Last night I watched a mother having to pull the remaining of her strength albeit of the old age she's undergoing ...to see her daughter "slept" away infront of her very own eyes. She Had to be strong. Today she is stronger. I'm numbed. I learned a thoughtful lesson. If I were to Go...I wish Allah will take me Later. It's unbearable to see a parent to weep before you. Her sufferage to raise a child is unexchangable of ANY amount in this world and to be able to be The One to "purify" your parents and Return them to Allah SWT....is Indeed the Utmost Blessing and Bliss The Creator Bestow to a Human.
To Kak Yah, May your Soul is Blessed and Safe under His Love.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
hermm...so sweet...if i'd be having my heart ripped if i were to tie them in this manner ...hehehe ...
indeed it's true...I have this type of friends. ..but only a few ...THREE to be exact. :) Alhamdulillah...nasib baik ada jugak kan? it takes years and yearssssssss (seriously) of searching and to even come close to 1 ....one should be very lucky. I'm thankful to Allah SWT for Allowing myself to be one ...to them.
and this goes to all of you (bloggers-goers) who have been very nice and kind to me ....thank you for being part of my life here. :)
May One Day we get to sit and laugh (or cry) together over a cuppa and donuts hehe