Saturday, May 30, 2009
Around 330pm...I came across kcynodia's birthday notification in his blog of course. As fast as lightning...i asked ary "Ary. smalam birthday lid.26th wish tak?" I was expecting he'd say No i didnt know EITHER....yet...what i got was "wish dah" orrghhh...as IF i can hear his selambakodok statement ...i was like ...how come i' m the last to know? and the answer from him is oh-so-oblivious...the i-didnt-know-u-didnt-know thingy.......DOWH....
HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY
May you have a wonderful and memorable years to come...may this friendship lasts forever ...thank you for being a nice and kind friend to wofsha. :)
Happy Kaamaatan to all Kadazandusuns ethnics in Sabah (and my students too!) I have never been there.. and always been dreaming of one. Of the many places in Malaysia, Sabah and Sarawak are the 2 top places in my vacation list. It has constantly been in my wishlist...to see and explore the rich and vibrant cultures of the West Peninsular.
As a result from Bambazon telemovie in RTM yesterday, I was glued. hehehehe...and asked myself ..what is it all about. and Kudos to Linda Nanuwil in that telemovie for such a beautiful song which I didn't understand at all. I texted my friend about it but he ..as usuals ..failed to answer... I guess he was busy or pretending to be busy or it is just him ...who's not melancholic towards culture....yeah ..him and his stone-ness...so called....walhal ..he can be pretty sensitive and too melodramatic about "certain" things ...hoh ....enough about him ...let's talk about Tadau Kaamaatan.
It's a festival of the spirit of the Rice. Amazing how the ethnics are still strong in their ancestoral beliefs and customs. whereby some of us today ..have forgotten to speak our own dialect just because we have lived ..in ...KL..(bukan new york punnn) for a few damn years. I really ..despise this type of human. mct told me yesterday of how one of her housemate's moronic slang attitude...yeah ..kelantam? hahaha Good God ...for a person who went to Unibasiti ...I found that as uber-ly stupid and ignorant. back to Kaamaatan heheheh (kalo steering to mengata..sungguh best hahaha) - in this festival itself there are 6 stages to be completed ...and the best part is surely the finale ...the selection of Unduk Ngadau - the Harvest Festival Queen. Why Queen ..not King? shut up la ..women rule these days ..hahahahaha ...no lah ....that is to signify Huminodun the sacrificied daughter of Kinoingan ..to the rice spirits.
If you ask me ...is it that good ah? well...i myself is adoring their beauty....almost-flawless :) again ...beauty lies on the eyes of the beholder. To me I found their beauty is pure kadazandusun authentic-ness. what could be the completion of it ...are definitely ...the brain and the attitude.. voila...
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
When you smile, you're so cute...
When you're mad, you made me mute..
When you're away, I feel in a loot...
How can you be silent ...when you make others Nuked...
When you're around ...every things around you move...
When you're gone ... the air you left still feels oh soo smooth...
When you're not here... I think we're all gonna be moved ...
Coz your presence... is confettis in the air ..that floats and soothes..
Airport KB dari depan ...lawa le pulok ...heee...time aman...cuba time landing n take off...huh...
Last night ...I was awaken around midnight...thanks to the heat.... :) not a problem coz "Leverage" was on, I pampered meself with syrup mak and chocolate fudge. YUMMY. Then I settled for this Malaysia -Topgun...WiraAngkasa...zaman dulu punya citer..when Yusuf Haslam was so called "hot" hahahahaha. Of course it wasn't as WICKED AWESOME as maverick in TopGun ...yet..can be applauded la....oh Maverick ...you've had me at Hello.... *lol*
this baby and its pilot ...NEVER cease to amaze and "melt" me.....oigghh....*blushed*
There you have it ...my fleeting moment dream ...when can I fly this baby? Never! huhuhu... I have been coaxing my couzin Jeff to fly me at his airbase...and he said "ko saper..." hahaha siot tul couzin aku ...One Fine Day .....tak leh terbang ...leh duk dalam tu 5 minit pun jadi laaaaaaa uwaaaaaaaaaa.....hmm.....end of this month I'll be up to my neck with PnP and July preparation. Oighh...another misery coming right up ...I shalt foresee...huhuhu....what ever it is, I absolutely agree with Kecik when she said "U R in your own league..." -YOU can do it SHA! amin..
*due to unavoidable circumstances (i.e: having ary pickin on my calling name with kecik) i forbid anyone to call me by that name ..including you Ary.. :P
Currently listening to : Pachelbel's Canon in D- Piano and Flute : Nice
to sopek: I finally found the Perfect Matched tudung for the rhubarb-red dress you gave. It's sooo comeyyyy...thank u thank u ..thank u.....i'll wear it again when u're back in July! hohoho reddilicious..
Sunday, May 24, 2009
I finished my session with the freshmen slightly early today due to the closing of UTM exams. It was exhilirating cum ecstatic...to be in a session filled with ustazs and ustazahs ...hohoho ..their expectation was high I presume as of Mine towards them, per se.
Again, I need to urgently be twice steps ahead than them, and I'm already geared. I met the so called "new team" today. three of 'em, 1 gentleman and 2 ladies. Was I nice? - Hell No. I learned my lessons - hard. No more nice goody-2-shoes Sha. Ya'll wanna learn life..? Learn it the Hard way ....I ain't babysitting ya'll like the Previous. No Frikkin mothernature way.
Sometimes, one needs to be cantankerously annoying (too), in order to get things done. hahahahaha...says who life's easy? he he he he ....
I am very much elated in finalizing the exam weeks. Bic asked me to join her to Cosway earlier on and I was like ...no lah ...tired. am sleepy. I really am. I woke up at 2am...reading sms from sopek. i thought it was 4am. then again ..it was hard for me to fall asleep these day as it was really heaty...don't be surprised if I lose 4-5 kg in a month due to sleeping!hahaha....
Eclipse at Melaka....godeking with Pa ...before we're lost to find A Famosa hahaha
Do not let these 2 people come close to you....unless you are Prepared...muhahuahuhauha
A'an kesayangan auntie cha...betul..betul..betul....
Those were the kaleidoscopes of my life ...if am not busy with classes and activities...i'll be snapping here and there...visiting places...locally...spending times with my 3 googlybears...a'an, wanie n hazwan.....or I plainly enjoy sleeping n reading at home in my cocoon... :)
Friday, May 22, 2009
It's too quiet this morning. I was up early...and got myself ready for the session. All my children had left town. In september some of them will be in Teesside...and a number of them will spread across Malaysia. I'm uber-excited looking forward to their convocation. Skudai ...I'll be there ..InshaAllah. Yesterday evening Hajar treated me for our last dinner @ Sizzling House. Nice and sedey to part....(i've never been great with farewells ..anyway ...hoh...)
It's not a regular morning. No more ..Hi Cik Sha! No more Jom Cik Sha! No more ..Cik Sha ..amik gambaq! hmmm.....It's the semester break to many and graduating farewell to some. My Kodokians will only return in July. I'll be midly occupied with freshmen. At least I have few things in my calendar to make me busy. (seb baik...)
I came to my desk with a wedding invitation card written on it - Pn Sha & Keluarga.
say what???oigghh.....is it THAT obvious meh....aiyyoo....I miss the days where people addressed me as adik- hahhahahahaha....*sigh* I'm not so LITTLE anymore .....ha ha ha .....back to the invitation ...bila masa la pulak haku jadi Puan ...PUAN?!? - come on...you've got to be kiddin' me ....aigghh...why don't you just shoot me ...-that was my alter ego saying upon reading the envelope....
I nonchallantly ignored the card and got myself ready for afternoon session. - Much better. At least knowledge keeps me ...as myself. (ha ha ha...) so much of A Silence...
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
Since I didn't bring E420, I wont be showing (off) the photo here in the Cairo wannabe-land. hehehe ...it was serene and fun to be here actually. I got to meet warm people from my so called "faculty" team, and though am pretty much tired and cute with my baju kurung- I tried to stay awake and mengorats here and there hahahahaha.
Am in the library and this screen is damn huge ...practically the whole KUIS can see whaddaheck am i rambling here to all of you.
The Breakfast was great... and the sambal kicked in while i was in the meeting ...damn it was wicked hot. Everywhere I go ...i will always look for a library ...coz that's where i'll stay for the rests of my day because it's COLD there. Got aircond maa....not that the Senate Hall is not grande enough ...but i need to get fresh air ..more of a .."fresh view" HAHAHAHAHA.
I need to get ready for another sessions. - Eating session! ho ho ho...
C ya around bloggie ....and to my pillow. ..I'll be home tonite ...and damn I miss my Lisa.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
how is everyone doing? cewahh macam la ada berjuta readers haku neh....i'm still away from my workplace. currently with Pa talking over cendol and mamak hensem's fried rice. cool mamak btw.haha
I just disembarked from my train journey. It was adequately short and tiring. I haven't recovered from the Pang of life (yet). I miss Adiff so much. He got himself into an accident last night and injured his front teeth. I felt sorry for him...upon listening to him crying n bleeding his gum n probably broke his tooth. he is soooo cute and adorable. talkative...and veryyyyy lovable. I fell in love with Adiff's crankiness. :)
After a nice mild spicy nasi goreng, i felt very sleepy. Remembering the buffaloes I saw somewhere in Rembau..put a smile on my face. :)
Friday, May 15, 2009
I was already asleep when I received The Phone call from Oja last nite. Uncle dah takde. and she cried ...wrenched me there n then not knowing how fast can I be there for her. I really wanted to be there for her...real bad.
I was in agony, stricken shocked ....and tears were rolling down my cheek.
Ya Allah ...Kau tabahkan lah hati Sahabatku ini....dan Keluarga nya ...Kau Lindungilah mereka dan Kau Tempatkan Cikgu di kalangan orang-orang beriman dan di sayangiMu ya Allah.
For the first time in my life ....I felt so Alone. Though I knew Allah is with me 24-7, but for a few seconds ...there's this Loneliness moment...that crept in and left my body, a feeling of Loss - similar to what I had before ..a feel of my Heart ...being ripped apart and I just stood there motionless.
Doakan perjalanan ku selamat .....Doakan kesejahteraan ku (and all of us) di Akhirat. Amin.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
The Princesses of Kodokians - DD and KC with Stacy. We're snapping while bowling and KC is trying very hard to look The Cutest! hahahahahaha..mana boleh beats Mommy Kodok bah..
The usual Me yang takde keje ..trying (very damn hard) to look slimMER in a photo! hahahahahaha
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
I have been trying to look up for this song for quit a while and finally today after luncheon at Sizzling House, I got it ! whenever I got into the car ..the radio keeps playing this song and I had fallen for it. Mad by Ne-Yo. Love the arrangement ....Uber-Love the piano...some of you might know why. The flickering thoughts and smiles ....go all the way back....to Fine Arts Center where I found The Beat. :) awww...so nice ..and soothing ....even better ..tranquilizing......hmmmm.....
My seniors were sitting for SKI paper this evening when I dropped by and we started to giggle away and snapping photos. Oh My God...am gonna miss all these moments. All over me ...crushing me in the middle for some "gedix" photos hahahaha. Who could love Me more than them? theyre my precious gems....-ahhh...am melting again.....*sigh*
Mr Azlan from Utm was good looking and strict. hahaha sempat lagi puji ...yeah ..he reminded me my Uncle Azhar tho. for a fleeting moment...I thought we were related! hahahaha he must have been wondering why on earth this boston creme dunkin donut damn chomel lady was smiling at him half of the day? hehehehehe .....Uncle Azhar is one of the nicest uncle in our family. He passed on few years back to cancer. hermm...I still remember growing up with them. Odd yet ....classy and full of smiles. When he smiles...it's like so soothing and ...best-lah! hehehe...Alfatihah to him...May he Rests in Peace...Amin...
What do human look in Life? - I suddenly have this thought in my Mind.
At the spur of a moment...I look at my Life. Surely ....it has missing pieces ....how come I didn't realize it's Gone?...hmmmm......
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
first thing when my beloved students done with the photo scaping I was like "muhahahaha Ary ..eat your heart out ...." Yesterday I was having a blast with my graduating seniors...if u noticed, we managed to slip in a note for ngets in the photo. hahahahahah happy ngets? actually there are a few more ..but am rushing to a welcoming event...will add later inshaAllah...
Baked Macaroni and Strawberry Whey
In fact, I'll continue writing in the evening ...it's a cloudy day today...alhamdulillah ..after God knows how many weeks of heat .....
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
This is to officially inform I'll be ...away with Exams and JK-ing.
Ary: Dont Miss me muhehehehehe
hussaini: jangan lupa update your blog ...nanti balik sha nak baca ...
xeaa: good luck with your new job and ...dah beli tiket balik kl lom? hehee....
kawaii : wehh..happy recovery ..c u soon!
all: semoga berbahagia selalu. amin....
Saturday, May 2, 2009
tengok langit aje laa.....to release stress...hahaha ...anyway I still do believe in the real thing of exercises as compared to laughing though. freaky .....
Plus, there's abundance of things you can do to have a healthy life ...and in relation to this...having a good laughter with friends ...families and dearly beloved are the steps to morally balanced and gempak-life. takkan nak meraung 24hours rite? it won't kill ...hehe
People who laugh often are usually more optimistic and have higher self-esteem than people who simply don’t find anything all that funny.
That I gotta agree. There's this one student of mine who is pretty much lonely and living in his own shell. He rarely laughs either. Once in a while ..he would come out and see the sky. His soul is large and full of enthusiasm, Yet he does not know how to appreciate and balance his priorities. Complicated. I feel sorry for him. Still, he needs to discover this world by his own conscience, not Mine.
Of all the things in this world... I am thankful to Allah SWT for creating me of who and what I am today. I am blessed with so many things (though sometimes ...it passes my medula without me realizing it...) Most of my friends are more or less the same. They are even luckier than me and I am more-than-ever happy for them. There are many things an individual would like to do, in his/her life, but to be able to reflect our happiness and concurrently spicing up the people around us, with a lil bit of smiles and laughters ...would give that Person a Milestone in life- The Enrichment of Heart.