A new Beginning

Salam globs
It has been long years of absences, I somehow have forgotten that I used to write blog avidly. I was really into it. I met lots of people from various backgrounds due to this site.

I cant remember what brought me back here. perhaps memories?

Most of the readers are no longer around. Kcynodia @ Hussaini is gone. Probably 5 kids by now. Ary has definitely left. I do not know if he still can access this, I miss him. His melodramatic sentences. I wish him all the best in his life. I knew he has "left" me long years ago. You take care ...

the rests ...yes indeed they are all gone from my screen and my life. Life changes people, grows them into better mankind inshaAllah ..

This marks the end of my writing here, I wish not to pursuit this line anymore. If you happen to come back, meaning somehow along the way you must have thought of me and missed me - somehow. I thank you for the kind friendship we have had over the years. The unspoken thoughts we kept till now, may forever be unknown for we chose not to Share it.

Take care globbies...where ever youre all are, GOD BLESS.

p/s: to Ary, I cared too much about you ..till I lost you ..For GOOD.
farewell Googlybear.

FIN

First Day

Assalamualaikum and Good day globbie ..

It has been a while. Initially, I do not have any intention to continue blogging as this is no longer sensational in this period.  Blogging is like fossil. Pretty much Dead.  Yet, somehow I suddenly feel like typing and sitting in these book crowded place and pour my mind out.

I have met with several awkward moments the past months in regards to relationship. Nothing special, just friend-ship. I found it Stressful. haha tell me about it. Like people here ..well most people here are not aligned in thinking as I am, as a result, I freaked them out. LOL. Like seriously. I love dinner and eating out, irregardless with any gender but here it is perceived as "date".  Bizarre isnt it. How simple things can turn sour due to irreconcilable thinking. I really do not know how to overcome or even deal with this type of difficulties.  I have  tried my best to adjust myself to the living style here, it worked in certain aspects but not much in some.  Am I too old already ? - Insensitive.

I miss good friendships that communicate, laugh, cry, exchange thoughts and pretty much on anything, sex even ( i mean topics..not having it...)  I crave for academic talks, opinions, of which do not have to agree with me all the time, but something authentic, critical thinking ..Am I asking for too much?

I guess I wont find those here....?

SIGH. 

2019 !!

Salam globs!
Its 2019 and am still alive! Hehehe alhamdulillah ..it has been quite a well since I write here..loads of things happened.
We all grow.
Technology updated
People fall in love and out of love.
Life changes....

Good to be back!