Leo WHO?

salam globbie!

hoyeahhhhhhhhhhhhh!! ive been Touched by Angels! Alhamdulilllllahhh..last submission tadik kul 1230noon kot...hahaha i went there with sepet eyes....can hardly open my eyes ....thanks to NO sleep at all!! hahahahahah bengong~ tapi memang tensen tahap gaban lah...kisah nya....dapat extension 2 days pun MAUT! luckily i managed to have it done ...shukur sangat Ya Allah....tade la beban seminggu ataeh bahu kepala badan kaki dan mulut ini ..heheheh

what am i gonna do tonite? MAKAN! TIDO! tu pun for tonite jek kiah ...esok kerja sudeh...water's gone ...the sun is out ...fahrin still single...anuar zain is DROP DEAD GOJES! hurgh! gila bayang sudeh...kemaruk ko kiah~~~ ha ha ha

and i was juz checkin my emails earlier ...I keep getting this "Leo Zaki invited you to Facebook" like ..who der ? i dont even know sapa la si Leo who ebor nih.....eiiiiii...rimaih tau dok ...apa ingat gmail account koi ni tempat ko curah spam mass invite ko? eeeiiishhhh...abu meroyan....tah sapa2...*but then again terdiam jugak a bit...mana la tau ..kot cigu skoloh lama ke yek ?* tapi apa ke bendang nya nama Leo Zaki...? tak kampung nyah...i prefer nama ..anuar ke .....ahmad ke ...zain ke...sulaiman ker...khennnnnnnnnnnn... ahahaha stok taleyblah *poyosh!*

nasib ko le Leo ...i am not really in the mood to think about ..what ebor....byk lagi kes2 jenayah luar sana aku nak settle...

now i wanna reward myself with some ICECREAMMMMMM!!! yahahahah and Ketam! Mudcrab! i so DESERVE those....

i got superlicious ketam....u got? ngehehehehe...hak pui! (hahahaha)

Banjir Oredi

salam globbie...

wah! i'm surrounded by water! i can't go out. i can't go to my roti canai stall...i can't go jalan2...and the best thing is ..i can't go to work! hahaahaha hoyeah! at this point of time ...i do not really want to be at the office pun ..my heart is not there and Allah Helped! thank you Allah, You Indeed Knew Me Well. Hence, U Created me.

ha ha...now that am stucked at home ....I was REALLY stucked. Like no astro services too! No nothing ..my laundry has yet to dry ...for the past 4 days! and ...there was no SUNSHINE! ...hmmbbttthh...sungguh tidak gemilang ~ LUCKILY the streamyx is ON. if outta nowhere TM decides to give me the biggest headache EVER, that could be it! Shukur Alhamdulillah...i get to be online ..like 24 hours! since ....48 hours ago kot...hahahahha...mati la pening orang tm bertungkus lumus! and to my surprise...the ocean is on high tides too....Meaning ..........tonight ..air naik lagi lah....and this time around ....it's SALTWATER!! teng teng tengggggg!
meaning lagi...Lisa tak boleh kluar lah...sunday ni pegi keje ..naik bas merah lah...huhuuu...sabar je la....

and apart from accumulating fats during the day, i decided to ..perabih pitis ...aigh ....mampuih la ..beli itu and ini online ...die die....paper zurainee tak siap2 lagi pown....feel tak mari2 ...bila nak mari ..esok dah due ni ...mampuih~

the best solution is ..to never have a facebook. my life was in complete control before i resurrect facebook...ha ha yeah ..blame The Book...

as am typing this ..outside the water is rising ..and they are so many bitches outside. flirting and screaming in the water. gedik tul. it has become a culture here in the east coast..people would flock out ...out of nowhere to "serenade" the water. i can never comprehend why they would behave in such manner...dont they know the water is dirty? and they're prone to snakes attack or centipedes...and not like ular lidi occay....even cobra can be out ..coz their nests are flooded with water...it's super dangerous people...think of your life ...menyusahkan orang malam2 buta nak rush you to ER ...dah la kene redah banjir lagi....choii...buat kerja tak pikir panjang..

besides, it's bugging me ...when i can clearly hear people's voices laughing and giggling in front of our gates ...bitchy amat bunyi nye ...it's night time ....kucing aku nak tido. ngerti? plus depan rumah orang ko melepak..pehal der? tade tempat lain better meh ? kot yer pun nak jadi kupu-kupu malam...not in front of my house la pompuan...go elsewhere..pegi la cari tiang TNB lampu jalan yang sesuwai buat kamu....huh~

kan tak pasal aku dah beleter...i really despise such immoral act. I like hang outs too ..but not depan rumah orang wey...go find mamak's or kedai to minum and sembang la...at least thats the purpose orang bukak kedai...

now i need to figure out mcm mana nak semangat ni ....once it starts ..okay lah kot...

haisgh....rindu Temerloh tiba-tiba...

It's Monsoon!

salam globbie ..

am stucked at home still. it's pouring like no tomorrow outside. to walk (or run) to the garage will definitely soak me out. and am not really in the mood to go to work pun....rasa nak tido je....

yesterday i was hyped. today i am lazy. I want to stay in bed ..if I could. tapi CRR and course file bertimvun nak kena settle. cemano....

sungguh tiada feel. dah la kene ngajar dpp dmm. lemao la aku pas ni. hazab sungguh bila buat keje semua terpaksa ni. dah aku memang takde feel nak buat kerja ngan dorang. they didnt want to learn...aku pun tak tau kenapa dorang datang sini ...buat perabih pitih jor....

mcm mana nak cari feel ni...........waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

Journey to the Nature

Salam globbie ..

after 3 years of waiting ..I finally get to realize my dream to another nature portfolio of mine ...working with the elephants. I have been eyeing for this opportunity for so long. Time after time I waited for my former elac to complete the plan, but to no avail. and this year ...the ending of 2011 marked a significant closure to me as I get to fulfill my dream - Elephant Conservation.

Definitely The Biggest Thanks and Grateful ever to Allah the Most Merciful and Giving for making this trip a reality. Our journey was so Blessed and Rewarded with many wonderful and memorable experiences.

November 17 ( Thursday)
2:30am
I woke up early to prepare the sandwiches to the research team. I couldn't sleep anyways as I have been excited and nervous to embark on this long-awaited journey.

3.30am
I started to pack my bag. I didnt want to pack earlier as am afraid I'd leave out many things. I ended up piling everything few days earlier ...and started to pack my bags the same morning, just to be safe. However...I still forgot my toothbrush and shower foam! hahaha...Thanks to Guardian and Ijat for the Courtesy shampoo and foams. heee :)

6.00am
I was ready for Esiana to fetch and drop me off at the picking up point for the team. Everyone was late. and you know me. I was fuming. :)

7.00am
Reached Wakaf Bharu train station despite the piling traffic jam. I was nervous we might miss the train and the chances of me burning down everyone was pretty much there. We jumped out of the transit and I took my last toilet visit ( my bladder is very bad these days) and the train was punctual. I got out from the washroom and everyone was ready with their gears.

7.16am
Off to Mentakab on Senandung Timuran (I think..or was it Senandung Wau) of Keretapi Tanah Melayu Berhad. We took the second class seat. Nice and comfortable. Cold in the morning and it got heaty in the afternoon due to many moronic figures who like to open the door and puff cigarettes (yeah..they Stink!) First thing I did was to catch up on my nap. I slept. I guess ..all of us did. I woke up around 9am...still in the same state and starving. We all took our sandwiches and chat for a while before we slept ..*again* haha there's nothing much that we can do, it's a train, not-so fast moving train with lots of typical malays ..who like to scream, smoke cigarettes and listening to loud bollywood music! *sigh* i don't mind colors...but I do mind too much noises that disturb other people's sleeps / rests. oh-well~
By 1230-ish noon, train stopped at Gua Musang Station and we saw Kuala Koh's PERHILITAN Deputy Superintendent Encik Walid hopping the train for JB trip. What a small world. and he was just a seat away from us. What do you expect? of course ...More CHATS! hahaha ...till I fell asleep.

3.00pm
by 2pm it was getting unbearable and annoying. too much of smoking activities around. my head was spinning and the heat was killing. dem stupid M. i hate people who do not respect others and pretty much self centered B****d who only think of themselves. How I wish the train just ejected them off! seriously~

Arriving at Mentakab by 3pm was hilariously strange and witty too. I had to rush to the ladies ( as usual ) to entertain my active bladder. and I walked out to chill while waiting for our homestay owner to fetch us. Then came a lady who's leaning towards me and some guy was busy snapping our photos. THAT's Freaky. I received a phone call from the landlord telling me he was going to be late and the next thing you know this lady and a man was tagging me and snapping photos of mine. I turned around to avoid them and she KEPT following me! freaky! hahahahah and it turned out ...THEY were our landlord! hadoii....takut nyah ...I was a stranger in an alien town. haisgh...jgn melawak cam tu ...kecut perut den...(pen-takut jugak rupa nya ya? hahahaha) giler ko tak takut, people'd do anything these days.
We stopped at Cendol bes giler shop and I walked to Guardian to get me toothbrush! hehehe and rode home in a hilux with Angah to see the Homestay.

5.00pm
The house is on a HILL. the view was uber beautiful. the surrounding hills were of the same level with my eyes. everything was so perfect. I was literally in clouds. and the fogs ...the view...the sunset....everything was Perfect. SubhanAllah...the view was so picturesque. all the stresses from home ..just melt away.

8.00pm
Dinner was served. Patin gulai tempoyak. The rests were History. ALL was SUPERB and MAGNIFICENT!
I started the session alone as Ijat was down with major headache. pity her. I didnt take too much time as I wanted them to have full rest before the project the next day. by 1030pm I was already in my pj to sleep. beautiful sleep.

Elephant ..Gaajah!!!

salam globbie!!

guess where I was for the weekend?
In the JUNGLE the mighty Jungle ...the lion sleeps toniteee ...WEEEeeeeEEEEEEEeeeeeeee mamboiiiiii....awimbawek awimbawekkk...hahahahahhahaha

YEzzza!! I spent my time at Kuala Gandah Elephant Conservation Center!

muahs!!

salam globbie!!!

siap jugak akhirnya!!!!!
thank u ALLAH!!!!!! i berserah totally TO YOU...hopefully ..SUKSES la hendakNya..Bless Me..Bless ME.....macehhh ya ALLAH...

now i feel like kissing the ground...
oh Abe yeh... he he he ...

Wammor Wammor...

yeklow globbie!

one down. one to go. sempat ke pagi esok nak send ni? huhu...menggelupur den ...seb baik la sok cuti ...I owe Ku Yeh BIGTIME for this keputeraan ...else i wont be able to keep the lines...kot....huuuuuuuu....thank u Abe. wah! getek...

now let's get back to the second paper..i couldnt find the ONLY copy of my playwright la globbie...what to do ..guess i have to prepare another Adaptation la kei....PADE MUKO....wooo....tu la nyanyuk lagi...sipey kertas banyok-banyok.....pah lo ni ....sengih la...

huu....i am tired...but i have to write few more hours before i get my sleep and continue writing tomorrow morning...huu......oh Abe....sedih beraso~ huu~~~

dead.lines.dead.lines.

salam globbie..
huwargghh...if i can scream...i would have...sangat stressed occay ..kerana padan muka ...sapa suruh buat lambat...sapa suruh tak feel ...
the fact that i lost my adaptation playwright's of my Taming of The Shrew...I have to go and dig it somewhere in the office. I rescued that hardcopy version ..and as usual ..being a pron-brainer...I forgot where did I KEEP it. hee :} somehow my gut says...I keep it in my file....in my cubicle.. horrgh...mingggggggggggggggg minggggggggggggg selamatkan saya....huu.....padan muka ko~

gotta pakai baju decent....n go selongkar office...haigsh...

still...padan muka...*bak kata Chef Wan...hoooorgghh...*

Happy Keputeraaan Dude...

HRH SULTAN MUHAMMAD V
TENGKU MUHAMMAD FARIS PETRA IBNI SULTAN ISMAIL PETRA

heyyo globbie! salammm...
hmm...thanks to that cool dude up there...I got TWO days of Public Holiday! hehe ...yeah ..Today is Hari Keputeraan Sultan Muhammad V (i do not really know what is the difference between Keputeraan and Birthday..as he was born on October 6th, 1969 ..oh well..) still .....chomey kan Tuanku? I wish for you to be in the pinkest of health ..ever...always humble ...and awesome with rakyats. Do go down more often to see the kampungs (maybe i can give u a treat of baked kampung macaroni one day) ..haha plus.. ...hopefully I do not have to dream of you anymore.. he he he ...me n my poyo statement...keep being cool and rawk on. -he he statement makan hati boh~

Long Live the King and semoga Allah Bless your pemerintahan...with prosperous years ahead and cute and hardworking rakyats like me! he he :) ngaa~

aigh...lol.
ok..ok....back to work! deadline in less than 24hours! *debush*

What's Your Grade?

salam globbie ..

I have a longg day to ponder on few things today. one of 'em is how Good are We? What is Our Grade? How do we Justify our Grade? is My A better than Your A? Is Grade that Viable to us?

the past few days I have been seeing people change Colors ...for the sake of Power and Status. People Could not make a stand on their own ...but rather Use Others in order to Risk to be Blamed on. People are busy camouflaging themselves ...for the sake of Not facing the Battle Eye-to-Eye, therefore They do not have to Die.

it's filthy wrong. Because of it ..one loses friends, trust, love and Respect. Again, How much is Grade mean to you? Are you willing to sacrifice honor, friendship and loyalty...for It? What is Honor when you Tilt whenever you like...? what is Friendship when you do not even care or Pretended you didn't know what they Feel...? what is loyalty...when you cannot even stand up for Yourself?

There is no pillow so soft as a clear conscience.

how good are we in Knowing our own Conscience? Sometimes, we act like we Know it All yet we are bluntly masquerading. Saying to the world we are Rescuing, whereby what we were actually doing were Running and Saving our Own Back.

Did we ever feel Guilty for Not being True to ourselves? Did we realize we were not being Fair to Ourselves?

The right to do something does not mean that doing it is right.

Indeed. The fact we were in that Rank...was because of a Duty. to Make Things Right...and Justice for All. Not individuals. The Eyes are Big enough to See what is Obviously Wrong...yet when they Refuses to Reflect the Truth and Fairness....do not blame the World for shrinking and ripping it all apart. we can only run ...but we can never hide. for what goes around...will inshaAllah come around.....

Try not to become a man of success but rather try to become a man of value.

Exactly. Values will uphold us come what may. Whereby Success only makes a Man further delusional in That Position and Assume that Everything is Right.

I wish to see More Values realized, and more Justice Uphold. If it takes this Life to exchange for a Revelation ...by all means....I am All Ready.

May Truth Prevail.

Allah Speaks.

globbie...

i received an sms from my PHEA, a forwarded sms ..from H..regarding Sahabat Farhan Radzi ..former KTD ..ex Dublin BS. I never teach him. Only knew him through Wandy ...former DDW..ex ktd...ex Teesside's. He was once a Student to me, prior to his journey to Eire. Came and joke with me even ( not many know how to joke with me ..especially when they are not in my lectures) and ...keeping the story short...he graduated from DBS coming back and "pretended" not knowing me at all. bumped into me at college events or H events...and I was invisible to him...to the extent of i was right in front of him...i was only droplets of air dispersing in front of him.... "wow" the product of so called ...Muslim Abroad. Ever since that ...I put myself away from him. thinking that he really knew how to put me under his Feet...oh well...a former teacher...after all.

day by day, my RAM erased the memory of having a student with the name of Farhan Radzi. I grew accustomed to the fact that ...Farhan Who? - as an adult who teach other people's children; I was Deeply Offended.

today. i received the news of him suffering from heart infection with 40% of the organ functioning and currently undergoing treatment in metro hospital.

Dear Allah : I Honestly did not feel A thing. Not because I hate him. Not because I want bad things happen to him. Not because I do not Feel. - I do Not Know What to Feel.

I have Moved on. Forgiving people who Hurt me in the Past. Unfortunately I am Only Human. Sometimes, It is never easy to Forget.

May Allah Provides what is Best for him for Only Allah Knows.
Me? I just want to Move on.

I'm precariously Tired.

Anguish

globbie..

am tired. exhausted. tormented. hay-wired.

i can't wait to go to Gandah for a short project cum vacation. not even sure how it will turn out. but i know it's going to be kalut.

wish me luck.

Suhaib and I

salam globbie!

i was down with course review report (CRR) course today. all the MQA...MQF...MQR...WTF...hahahahhahahah ops! aku memang tade keje sungguh aih ...ada ja benda aku nak merepek today.. i was actually stressed and tired. i ended up giggle me problem away with stupid jokes and merepek. adding salt to the wound...i am on my mense....haigh...bummer...hehehe...

just now ..i texted suhaib..my kuis student. whom i bumped into earlier at the fax machine but i didnt have the energy to greet nor chit chat. my face was tired and blue anyways. *mcm semurf!* hehehe

and i saw him in ym ...then i said hello and ...this is his last semester here. my batch is graduating. my kuis batch.. awww :( sebak nyah....

they're all growing up....and they are all leaving....soon.
suhaib said "terima kasih kerana selalu mendoakan ana..." " semoga cik sha di rahmati Allah selalu " huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....haku dah sebakkk....................and in the end aku nangis macam orang bodo kat skrin wofsha ni .....i realized i love my students very much. like...Very...

every time a batch graduates....bercupak cupak itu jugaklah air mata aku jatuh berguguran....thinking of the fact they will be gone ...and will no longer see their smiles....hear their laughter....enduring their whines.....

and that Love is Immeasurable...

Haji Tapah and I

salam globbie!

nguahahaha..tetiba la si aji ni jadi my topic. upon reading cik pa's anonymous comment so called...she did mention how the tapah clanz ..asked of me..nguahahahha standard ..mana2 aku pi ..mesti tinggai kenangan indah kat mamok- mamok tu ....oh Momok...ha ha ....

and i still vividly remember...how much nasi kandaq sumpah sodap gile aku consumed when i visited Pa and nget ...this year....GILER OSOMMMMM.....aku rasa kilo aku increased drastically higher..thanks to those chicken of tapah clanz...haha...

and tadi ...since Pa mentioned Hj tapah.....did u know what i do globbie? i bukak la mozarella i....brozer la ...mozilla...haa...then...i typed "Hj Tapah" .....- guess what......GILER NKO! Hj Tapah is Googleable! muhahahahahha aiyo ....got link here and there of Hj Tapah...people wrote highly of his chicken....CHICKEN goreng ...sumpah sedap itu...and BESAR PUNYOO...kalu makan aku n Pa mosti dua...MOSTI ...DUA! ha ha ...tetiba i felt what i ate earlier was no longer wonderful...coz there is NO friggin' way I can find ayam goreng as superlicious as Hj Tapah.....

oh Mamokkk....anneyyyyyyy....machaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ai mih yuuu....kah kah kah kah kah -bengong.

anyhow ...when am in BSP again....i will definitely visit Tapah ngan sebungkuh kopok dari kelate. hahahahahha.... (reti ke dia makan ?)

ha ha bengong mung mek sha~

Sup Tulang and I

huigh...Salam globbie!

what a BAD BAD ...BAD eating day ...he he he ...i was invited to aqiqah today ..(as mentioned earlier on) and there they were...THE FOOD...on the table...mak aii...siap ada budu petai n tempoyok! oleh kerana koi ni ...menahan napsu setan....koi pun didnt take all those heartburning-eating-and-die food la kan....ah baddennnn~ i took...(and ATE..somehow using the word "consume" will not seem to help me letting me guilt go) a plate of SUP tulang....the purpose of using a plate instead of a BOWL is to avoid sipping too much bone marrow soup! of which gonna kill me ...ahbaddennn~ I just have to take those tulang and fleshy meat around 'em...juicy tendons...and the rests were history! mak berdosa nyah! gilo sedap makan! oh Syaitan Durjanoooo...

I came back ...after dropping by some of the baked macaroni to Gapi and friends...thot of singgah-by Rosy's place to hang out ..but tak jadi ...so i made my way home ..feeling ..Heavy. what do u expect? makan like crazy....dush! and i bungkam baek punyo! huhuhu ijat texted me..and i couldnt care less....i can only read but my mind was too damn heavy to reply. sheesh~ tahana daging sedap...so Setan.

now am awake and i think i should suck lime to ease off this -whatever-. i wonder how many limes will i be needing? sekilo kowt...with this -whatever-. urghh...lemao ....

i think i better get back to tv...first! hahahahah I know ...I know ...I have a LOT of readings to catch up and write up to finish ...but one needs to chill first....to generate ideas....so-called.

ha ha ha ha

pagi teringat kat Abe Yeh...now teringat kat Fahrin ...boleh? kah kah kah ..gila poyo fantasy.
Boleh Blah wofsha! horgh!

Eid and Boredom

salam globbie!

and again ..we are celebrating eid ul adha...in kelantan ..it's like a mardi gras...of slaughtering cows and buffaloes.... and meats are simply..e.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e~! I guess it;s everywhere kot in malaysia...but in Kelantan especially...the eid is supa duppa serabut. too many people as compared to eid ul fitr, too much meats on the table, too many cookings going on in the kitchen till u cant even have a beautiful pancake for breakfast!, too many makciks- dunno-where-they-come from, too many keypochees...and wannabees....

as for me, I became busy attending people's aqiqah lah..open house lah..sister's gearbox party laa....which ..aku tak makan pun. freaky. mikirkan jantung and segala benda in my stomach ...and of tos....FAT....aku pun telan air lior....beli la egg waffle vanilla kunyah lam kete ...drive around dalam ujan.....gigit le 2 keping hati goreng...and thats all....(however i DID consume ..CHICKEN! hahahaha)

and in about 2 hours time..i am getting ready to another aqiqah cum bekwoh somewhere nearby pc area...ho ho....makan lagi....and buah tangan am bringin? nguaaa...baked macaroni. simple. waiting for the TING! and me all set to melenggang~ ngeee...

Eid Mubarak!

by the way..tadi on my way back sending off me dad..me passed by Qurban event...attended by Tg Faris ...Sultan Muhammad V....hoigh...me salivated terberangan jap kat situ ..jumpa Abe Yeh...hahahahhaha...KOYA!

SunShinnyDay

salam globbie!

it's Bright! and awesome today. i wish i have the time to do laundry and dry everything out in the sun....but hell...i was too hooked up with work and stupid meeting ( yeah...now the meeting is stupid...) ha ha tonight obviously i have to burn every oil i got ..to finish up my boys' and girls' markings ...for tomorrow's key-in. haigh...letihhh...now i feel like sleeping...but i have to be at the airport ..in about an hour's time...horgh....padan muko ...

ngantuk. penat. ngantuk lagi. sangap. single.

and Bored. :)

Do I have to?

salam globbie

i was asked to do this annoying job so called that was against my Will ...or suffice to say ..my liking...
i do not believe in that. and I have to do it...(as it is going to be AN ORDER) for saving someone else's ASS! or easier to write as to be someone's Dog. The person got Name...I got Shit...

i hate what i have to do now.
saying no will definitely mean self-destruction.
saying yes is low.

Do I have to be like Them?

say WHOT Kardashian?!

salam globbie..

waigh ...so much of the fairytale wedding ...E News! hasn't finished airing those show...and she's ALREADY filing for divorce???!!! c'mon~~ did you have TOO much money till u didn't know how to spend meh? whoalaweyy....giler sei~

what is going on with this World......