ngantuk!
salam ...globs...
balik je keje muka mcm tapai...turun gi keje 730am...muka aku ni mana reti pi awal ...salu aku masuk 930...ikut jam uttarpradesh! he he ...today i feel like FLIRTING. hahahahahah ...takde keje cari keje ...and MrX fell for it.
anyhow...i am still ngantuk.
esok jelajah siam...
huyyooooo!!!!
Friday, January 6, 2012
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
si?
salam globs ..
di kala aku mengisi malam2 ku dengan file2 yang perlu di semak untuk graduation bebudak ni ...tetiba aku di rentap..it strikes way deep to my Heart...i don't know why sometimes people find it Hard to understand and respect other people.
living in K-state is way Different. I once thought...mungkin diri aku ni yang sudah berubah...dan aku yang perlu memahami budaya ibunda ku ...supaya aku lebih menghargai Peluang yang telah Allah berikan pada ku.
I chose to ask Allah and hidup menjadi orang Timur. kerana aku Orang Timur.. Orang Islam. tetapi ternyata ...islam di sekelilingku tidak memahami ..akan erti pengorbanan, akan erti penghormatan...akan erti sebuah kehidupan. Mungkin tidak semua....tapi yang pasti majoriti tidak memberi aku peluang untuk Bernafas, untuk Berkongsi Alam ini.... I do not understand why...I can never will...letih bila orang menyangka aku ni bukan-bukan...sedangkan aku work my ass off to live in this culture.
apalah lagi salah aku...Ya Allah dengan mereka-mereka yang tidak henti2 menghina dan mencabar ke Egoan ku....
astaghfirullahala'zeem....
di kala aku mengisi malam2 ku dengan file2 yang perlu di semak untuk graduation bebudak ni ...tetiba aku di rentap..it strikes way deep to my Heart...i don't know why sometimes people find it Hard to understand and respect other people.
living in K-state is way Different. I once thought...mungkin diri aku ni yang sudah berubah...dan aku yang perlu memahami budaya ibunda ku ...supaya aku lebih menghargai Peluang yang telah Allah berikan pada ku.
I chose to ask Allah and hidup menjadi orang Timur. kerana aku Orang Timur.. Orang Islam. tetapi ternyata ...islam di sekelilingku tidak memahami ..akan erti pengorbanan, akan erti penghormatan...akan erti sebuah kehidupan. Mungkin tidak semua....tapi yang pasti majoriti tidak memberi aku peluang untuk Bernafas, untuk Berkongsi Alam ini.... I do not understand why...I can never will...letih bila orang menyangka aku ni bukan-bukan...sedangkan aku work my ass off to live in this culture.
apalah lagi salah aku...Ya Allah dengan mereka-mereka yang tidak henti2 menghina dan mencabar ke Egoan ku....
astaghfirullahala'zeem....
Getek 101
muhahaha salam globs!
i was so getek today. i tested u-know-who with my new perfume. hahahaha and I WON! i love winning ..( when i win.. hehehe) apsal la mata aku nampak dia sangat macho dang! hahahaha i guess my eyes are blinded oredi lah with all those shites...it's a fling after all...
today awal gile masuk opes...hahaha ...as usual ada la orang2 yang terkejut " weh awal ko ari ni ?" hahah aku pun ..biasak la...da kene sound semalam khen.........." kene warning lagi aku ngan Boss..hahaha gara-gara in and out sukha hati aku yawl...muhehehe...what to do ..sapa suh buli aku..sapa suh wat aku offended..sapa suh TIDAK ADIL? hhaa...kan beta suda buat perangai....seb baik aku tak resign...cewah ..ayat taley blah...ngahahah
whatevor it is ...today is hectic. i was places. kerja byk. files to sort..pnp to check ...deadlines..one after another...somputtt....
my new pnp files belum settle...cita2 tinggi..hahaha ..aduhai...tomorrow is thursday..cepatla fridayyyyyyyyyyy....
Munduk Here i comeeeeeeeeeeee
Mintak2 la air surut ...boley perabih pitih he he
i was so getek today. i tested u-know-who with my new perfume. hahahaha and I WON! i love winning ..( when i win.. hehehe) apsal la mata aku nampak dia sangat macho dang! hahahaha i guess my eyes are blinded oredi lah with all those shites...it's a fling after all...
today awal gile masuk opes...hahaha ...as usual ada la orang2 yang terkejut " weh awal ko ari ni ?" hahah aku pun ..biasak la...da kene sound semalam khen.........." kene warning lagi aku ngan Boss..hahaha gara-gara in and out sukha hati aku yawl...muhehehe...what to do ..sapa suh buli aku..sapa suh wat aku offended..sapa suh TIDAK ADIL? hhaa...kan beta suda buat perangai....seb baik aku tak resign...cewah ..ayat taley blah...ngahahah
whatevor it is ...today is hectic. i was places. kerja byk. files to sort..pnp to check ...deadlines..one after another...somputtt....
my new pnp files belum settle...cita2 tinggi..hahaha ..aduhai...tomorrow is thursday..cepatla fridayyyyyyyyyyy....
Munduk Here i comeeeeeeeeeeee
Mintak2 la air surut ...boley perabih pitih he he
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
2012
salam globs!
huyeah~ it's finally here and am another year older...huhu and i have a new 2012 fling! believe it or not it happens so fast...and I can't believe it still...whaddaya know...Allah is Forgiving and Fulfilling ..HE got rid of nuisance ..and replaced with...ensem! hahahahahah However ....it is not meant to be permanent ..as I think it is just my temporary bonus.....a new year ..fling...heheheheh
he is Sweet, Romantic ( in his own way) and Charming. Indeed~ hahahaha I love this Feeling. Thank You Allah. You Know me Best! aja!
today the management announced the salary increment. i'm happy? no...bershukur ...Yezza...
i have been getting good momentum lately...Ya Allah ...can You keep it Coming? :)
Loving it.
huyeah~ it's finally here and am another year older...huhu and i have a new 2012 fling! believe it or not it happens so fast...and I can't believe it still...whaddaya know...Allah is Forgiving and Fulfilling ..HE got rid of nuisance ..and replaced with...ensem! hahahahahah However ....it is not meant to be permanent ..as I think it is just my temporary bonus.....a new year ..fling...heheheheh
he is Sweet, Romantic ( in his own way) and Charming. Indeed~ hahahaha I love this Feeling. Thank You Allah. You Know me Best! aja!
today the management announced the salary increment. i'm happy? no...bershukur ...Yezza...
i have been getting good momentum lately...Ya Allah ...can You keep it Coming? :)
Loving it.
Monday, December 26, 2011
Sweetster Park Memory
Dear Bunny:
Happy Birthday. Will Always be part of You ..that Neither the Two of Us can Forget.
From : 8th Wonder.
Happy Birthday. Will Always be part of You ..that Neither the Two of Us can Forget.
From : 8th Wonder.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Cringed.
salam globs!
did ever occur to u that one day ...your past just ...simply make a turn ..and it points at ..YOU! ha ha ...i got my version juz now. ..like in less than 30 minutes.....OH ..my PIZZA! seriously ..i didnt expect its going to be that ... ( i dont even have a word to describe it ) but ..yes, it hit me dowh~
luckily i juz got my freedom! from my never ending piles of books and papers. so was i really hit? hihihihi........all i can say..........EAT-YOUR-HEART-OUT-SAKKKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
oh man! so this is what it feels like ..WINNING? nguahaahahah oh woman! ...if ONLY all women out there can feel This? betcha...they'd walked out straight up...and make those days...and kick their asses...
Merry Christmas to all Christian friends..
as for me?
I Won! and Mudcrab maggie is already on me Mind ....plus had a Great Dinner @ KengSom's with Family. I WON! muhahahahaha~
did ever occur to u that one day ...your past just ...simply make a turn ..and it points at ..YOU! ha ha ...i got my version juz now. ..like in less than 30 minutes.....OH ..my PIZZA! seriously ..i didnt expect its going to be that ... ( i dont even have a word to describe it ) but ..yes, it hit me dowh~
luckily i juz got my freedom! from my never ending piles of books and papers. so was i really hit? hihihihi........all i can say..........EAT-YOUR-HEART-OUT-SAKKKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
oh man! so this is what it feels like ..WINNING? nguahaahahah oh woman! ...if ONLY all women out there can feel This? betcha...they'd walked out straight up...and make those days...and kick their asses...
Merry Christmas to all Christian friends..
as for me?
I Won! and Mudcrab maggie is already on me Mind ....plus had a Great Dinner @ KengSom's with Family. I WON! muhahahahaha~
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Music of My Heart
salam globs!
i slept my day thru. hehehe ...kunun contemplate to wake up early and study. to my sangkarable not-surprised sangat....i woke up and checked on my movie download! haha and DONE it was ...I was so excited...teeth unbrushed, face like kejung ...quickly selected my playlist...and BAM! - A Christmass Kiss (2011) movie ngaaa :) I knew I wont be able to watch its premier on Hallmark's. Hence the early upload. Well..am in malaysia...so not-so early ...it has already been aired in the states.
half of my morning was really.. "wasted" hahahahahah...but ..it was good vibe...reminiscing ..over years and years of memories. it was ..Cold ...brutally Cold inside. *sigh* ....next~
then ..i decided to read my book n notes on The Bed. ya la kan...like i know meself in two days...i slept by the 30th seconds ...? hahahahah gile tido tak hengat...woke up around 4. showered ...and lapaq ....then i thought of my parcels ..and ijat!! it's her literally last day in the office today.
hoisgh...she was busy clearing when i called to ask her out for early dinner at zakini. a kid who now has turned into a woman. she bloomed alright. and i do hope she learns more and gains more in the long run ....she deserves this break. the chance to infiltrate herself with knowledge and love. Love of a being a human and salivating brains out ...for a lil wisdom. Wisdom of Life. or dengan mudah dan radikal ..bunyi nya equivalent to ..da'wah and Tarbiyyah....
I have never felt right ..typing or mentioning those words. Feels a bit odd...out of place...at times. huhu....
i went to see the office ...it was half empty....we did many things together...especially with ELAC. The ELAC that has crushed out our pains n bitterness to the last drop. ELAC that hold too many memories with them. ELAC that is Everything to us...( at least to me...it was obvious)
Now, i am teamless. I have no team mate. zero. i feel like am on this Huge island ...all by myself. again. Working in this line requires gazillions of passion...miles and miles of Heart. sometimes, it Drains you out. when am on That Island. oh yeah..It Drains alrite. Hence, the decision on deactivating ELAC and tries to work on the current program, build their confidence, work on the discipline board (at least till february 2012) , mentoring the students ...on Advisory board....juz like 2006. :)
Oh well....it has been a fun Ride.
spread your wings and prepare to Fly.
i slept my day thru. hehehe ...kunun contemplate to wake up early and study. to my sangkarable not-surprised sangat....i woke up and checked on my movie download! haha and DONE it was ...I was so excited...teeth unbrushed, face like kejung ...quickly selected my playlist...and BAM! - A Christmass Kiss (2011) movie ngaaa :) I knew I wont be able to watch its premier on Hallmark's. Hence the early upload. Well..am in malaysia...so not-so early ...it has already been aired in the states.
half of my morning was really.. "wasted" hahahahahah...but ..it was good vibe...reminiscing ..over years and years of memories. it was ..Cold ...brutally Cold inside. *sigh* ....next~
then ..i decided to read my book n notes on The Bed. ya la kan...like i know meself in two days...i slept by the 30th seconds ...? hahahahah gile tido tak hengat...woke up around 4. showered ...and lapaq ....then i thought of my parcels ..and ijat!! it's her literally last day in the office today.
hoisgh...she was busy clearing when i called to ask her out for early dinner at zakini. a kid who now has turned into a woman. she bloomed alright. and i do hope she learns more and gains more in the long run ....she deserves this break. the chance to infiltrate herself with knowledge and love. Love of a being a human and salivating brains out ...for a lil wisdom. Wisdom of Life. or dengan mudah dan radikal ..bunyi nya equivalent to ..da'wah and Tarbiyyah....
I have never felt right ..typing or mentioning those words. Feels a bit odd...out of place...at times. huhu....
i went to see the office ...it was half empty....we did many things together...especially with ELAC. The ELAC that has crushed out our pains n bitterness to the last drop. ELAC that hold too many memories with them. ELAC that is Everything to us...( at least to me...it was obvious)
Now, i am teamless. I have no team mate. zero. i feel like am on this Huge island ...all by myself. again. Working in this line requires gazillions of passion...miles and miles of Heart. sometimes, it Drains you out. when am on That Island. oh yeah..It Drains alrite. Hence, the decision on deactivating ELAC and tries to work on the current program, build their confidence, work on the discipline board (at least till february 2012) , mentoring the students ...on Advisory board....juz like 2006. :)
Oh well....it has been a fun Ride.
spread your wings and prepare to Fly.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Fly high Anchovy
salam globs!huu..that's Anchovy in pink...or known by birth Izzati...or Ijat to many ..and Anchovy to us ..ELACians...
it's well-known farewell to many now that Anchovy is leaving for her post graduate study in Shah Alam and will be hibernating in Seremban for a month or so. huhu ...Many management officers asked me ..when is your registration date...and I said ..dunno. I lied. :) hahahhaha dang girl....if they know..betcha they'd hold u up...again....*must be nice kan ...people dont want to let someone go, hahaha wait til my turn....they'd throw confetties ..PISH! PISH!* hahahahaha
anyhow ..dont worry. i will definitely make time to see you off...not because i am celebrating you leaving ...it's just that i didnt get to spend our last week in the office together due to my exam dates. there's a slight hollow inside for not being able to laugh in the cubicle for the last time *well...last for 2 years* haha ....and for not being able to cook that tempe pedas second round for u ...oh well there's so many things I need to do to wish u farewell..but i didnt get to do all...sorry banyak. i'll try to make it up to u..in 2 years time then? he he :D tah i idup lagi tidak masa tu ...
I wish u all the best in grad school, kick ass! and enjoy college life again. whenever u get to eat better chicken chops! do brag it to me...hahahaha ...
till 2013, cheers mate! thank you for putting up with me ...all these years.
Jazakillahikhairankhatiraaa....for ALL.
Day 3
hi globs!
Salam...
sometimes ure up ...sometimes (although i wish to type all-the-time) ure down~ sigh..that's the beauty of life. i saw his face today...no...no...not his face...his words...i still miss him..like..4%, he he ...how did i know ..coz i still remember his favorites...susah kan...jadi robot kan senang..ingat bateri je nak idup...
I'm praying for Allah to take that 4% back. I want to forget. thinking or reminiscing ..will only bring tears to my heart...
oh ya...i bought new perfume...takde keje ..prabih duit...ho ho ho...been waiting for it for so long...Bloom is in my hands....suker! and i plan to lay low ..til 2012 ..hoyeah...a year where I wish everything will turn out GREEN...or gold ..perhaps? heee :)
i learn a lot about friendship this year. like so different from what i had previously..and it is uberly shaken inside with all sorts of galores of mixed feelings. hmm macam mixed research gitew nyah...hu hu...
the best thing of knowing a person, is to NOT put too much Faith in believing. coz when you're Hurt....it's way...d.e.e.p.
i guess experiencing that in this kinda weakened dinasour age...frustrates me a lot. let's just say I wish too much for what a human can accept a friend for. and that too much...is denigrating the part of my so called life...- trust.
It's quite remorseful to be in such situation, but hey this is World. It aint over till the Almighty high above Sings?? oh well..that is just an expression, do read my between-the-lines if you really want to understand me. Alas, I wasnt demanding either. After all, I ain't perfect Either. hai loh~
there's a lot of issues for me to write in here ..but i guess i didnt want to sound ...biatchy. hehe :)
i better go to sleep.
carpe diem~
Salam...
sometimes ure up ...sometimes (although i wish to type all-the-time) ure down~ sigh..that's the beauty of life. i saw his face today...no...no...not his face...his words...i still miss him..like..4%, he he ...how did i know ..coz i still remember his favorites...susah kan...jadi robot kan senang..ingat bateri je nak idup...
I'm praying for Allah to take that 4% back. I want to forget. thinking or reminiscing ..will only bring tears to my heart...
oh ya...i bought new perfume...takde keje ..prabih duit...ho ho ho...been waiting for it for so long...Bloom is in my hands....suker! and i plan to lay low ..til 2012 ..hoyeah...a year where I wish everything will turn out GREEN...or gold ..perhaps? heee :)
i learn a lot about friendship this year. like so different from what i had previously..and it is uberly shaken inside with all sorts of galores of mixed feelings. hmm macam mixed research gitew nyah...hu hu...
the best thing of knowing a person, is to NOT put too much Faith in believing. coz when you're Hurt....it's way...d.e.e.p.
i guess experiencing that in this kinda weakened dinasour age...frustrates me a lot. let's just say I wish too much for what a human can accept a friend for. and that too much...is denigrating the part of my so called life...- trust.
It's quite remorseful to be in such situation, but hey this is World. It aint over till the Almighty high above Sings?? oh well..that is just an expression, do read my between-the-lines if you really want to understand me. Alas, I wasnt demanding either. After all, I ain't perfect Either. hai loh~
there's a lot of issues for me to write in here ..but i guess i didnt want to sound ...biatchy. hehe :)
i better go to sleep.
carpe diem~
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Dunia Dunia..
salam globs!
today my life is so upside down! kisah nya ..aku dah panic. .sbb aku tersalah tgk dates! minggu ni starting ahad sampai jumaat aku exam! and aku ada classes yang aku made everyone promised to attend sbb aku tak nak skip weeks...hahaha mampuih dan minggu ni jugak sharmin nak hantar sales utk eclairs and chicken pie.. mampuihhhhhhhhhhh
so tadi ..with thick skin ..i had to brace myself to let sharmin know about my mistake...that i have forgotten its my exam week!
i studied 3 chapters out of 10!! gile dok? bengong tul..one whole day .. I couldnt focus. my panic is attacking me inside. slowly. aiyoooooooooooh.....
i dropped by the office to check on my notes and assignment to be delivered to class by ijat...PUN to no avail....* talk about screwing up life real baddddddddddd...*
last but not least aku tolong orang order barang online ...hoigsh....takde keje tul..! bengong...
now ...i wish i am married to tengku muhammad faris ..so i do not have to think of all THESE!! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Ya Allah ....please save my night....give me Strength for tomorrow...and kekalkan la ilmu dalam kepala otak ku yang senget ini..>Amin...ya Rabbal A'lameeeenn..........
serabut je ..Kawin..serabut je Kawin! ...ingat senang ke?!
today my life is so upside down! kisah nya ..aku dah panic. .sbb aku tersalah tgk dates! minggu ni starting ahad sampai jumaat aku exam! and aku ada classes yang aku made everyone promised to attend sbb aku tak nak skip weeks...hahaha mampuih dan minggu ni jugak sharmin nak hantar sales utk eclairs and chicken pie.. mampuihhhhhhhhhhh
so tadi ..with thick skin ..i had to brace myself to let sharmin know about my mistake...that i have forgotten its my exam week!
i studied 3 chapters out of 10!! gile dok? bengong tul..one whole day .. I couldnt focus. my panic is attacking me inside. slowly. aiyoooooooooooh.....
i dropped by the office to check on my notes and assignment to be delivered to class by ijat...PUN to no avail....* talk about screwing up life real baddddddddddd...*
last but not least aku tolong orang order barang online ...hoigsh....takde keje tul..! bengong...
now ...i wish i am married to tengku muhammad faris ..so i do not have to think of all THESE!! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Ya Allah ....please save my night....give me Strength for tomorrow...and kekalkan la ilmu dalam kepala otak ku yang senget ini..>Amin...ya Rabbal A'lameeeenn..........
serabut je ..Kawin..serabut je Kawin! ...ingat senang ke?!
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