When Cik Sha "Babbles"

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

hmmm....sometimes I wonder how on earth did i Endure all these discipline problems with SOME of the students. I also wonder ...how come Seniors always have a bunch of "them". Dealing with seniors this semester ...bores and tires me a lot! Absenteeism is one thing, lack of self respect is another. When I was in senior years...we were notty and hu-ha-ers, yet we still have the limit. oigghhh.....

I have a few whom I HAVE TO face here ....the ever-so-annoying Amirul Ashraf, the i'd-rather-die-than-talk-to Zulhelmy, the God-knows-what Ab Aziz, the still-can-talk-to Sufian, the how-i-wish-i'm-dead Shafiq AND the havent-seen-since-registration Faridul Fariz. Adoiii....juZ now right in front of Zulhelmy's face I told him " ni saya rasa nak bunuh diri dengan awak nih...mana ada lecturer yang nak bantu awak in translation? saya sorang je yang bodo tau dak? orang lain ..harammm...buat le sendiri ...saya ni tak larat nak kasihan kan awak dah...awak larat ke nak tgk muka saya every sem? tak penat ke? saya penat tgk muka awak ..tau tak?!" haaaaaa 5 kilometer dengan jayanya aku beletiaq!and the bullets went on and on...I was almost panting, babbling in one breath! ha ha ha ha ......geram...tak sayang masa depan tul....as usual ..no matter how lengthy my babbling is ...I end up helping them ....*sigghhhh*

after I babbled at Shafiq at 430pm (the others were at 5pm)....I told him "I'll be in the office late if you want me to check on your questionaire...by Sunday if you're not done ...I won't be able to help you as I am moving on with Data Analysis and you have to ask your classmates (yang more or less the same tu) how to tabulate data". A few minutes before azan maghrib ...there he was ...hopping up the stairs ...with a pile of papers in his hands. Amazing...I'm somewhat astounded and touched by his Allah-just Bestow- Effort. Shukur Alhamdulillah....somehow ..the formula worked! I didn't expect it will turn out this way, I guess my time (longest spent in office as to home) is Worth it. Alhamdulillah. Shukur Amat.

Whilst in the midst of writing this ...another senior colleague stepped in ...with all sorts of gundah-gulanas....( Oh ..My ...God...) haiyyoo...am I a punching bag? well.... i guess today I am kind enough to be one.....it's too obvious that person was desperately in need of ears...what a pity..... and Now..I endlessly think I have various problems....the rests of the world out there are not much of a different......

Human needs each other ....(betul..betul..betul...)