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i juz had a long talk with sopek. finally its good to have a chance to talk and talk. life has been quite frustrating lately..with so many unfinished deadlines. it's quite depressive to be working in this mode where PEOPLE assume and piss u off continuously. they do not seek clarification ..they juz judge. when i do the same towards them, they'll be pissed too. how;s that make me feel? do they ever think of that? No.
that's how it is working in this environment. it's suffocating and annoying. yet, it is part of life. one can never easily say no too. it exists everywhere. i am wide awake. i guess this is the best time for me to work on my papers. it is such a shitty day when u cannot really work on your schedule due to obstruction of feelings inside. it's a jinx.
i juz had a long talk with sopek. finally its good to have a chance to talk and talk. life has been quite frustrating lately..with so many unfinished deadlines. it's quite depressive to be working in this mode where PEOPLE assume and piss u off continuously. they do not seek clarification ..they juz judge. when i do the same towards them, they'll be pissed too. how;s that make me feel? do they ever think of that? No.
that's how it is working in this environment. it's suffocating and annoying. yet, it is part of life. one can never easily say no too. it exists everywhere. i am wide awake. i guess this is the best time for me to work on my papers. it is such a shitty day when u cannot really work on your schedule due to obstruction of feelings inside. it's a jinx.
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