if Killing is Legal, YOU'RE SOOOO DEAD SUCKER!

hi bloggie...
i am so pissed at the moment.

really hate it being forced to do something i do not like doing!
everytime i voice out my say ...they'd think i want things to be done MY WAY! HELL NO!! U DAMN-PINHEADS!!!

SHITHEADS.

wofsha discovers Sarawak

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

Here are some of the things I did ...which I do not have the time and mood to update...hehehehe ..oh yea bloggie.... i just fell off from a chair...hohoho laughing+painful = crazy year end...
without further a due.... enjoy lah...

Semenggoh Wildlife Rehabilitation Center
Nice place to visit and see Wildlife, especially the Orang Utans living in a wild habitat and their connection to the rangers and surrounding place.

Delima and her baby...

I think this is Delima again..or Murray....forgot the names...it's their feeding hours..although, at times they prefer to stay in the wild and depends on the foods and fruits in the jungle.

Orang Utans love coconut flesh. They simply rips it apart with their sharp teeth.
I enjoyed sitting there under the shades watching those wildlife...hopping and lingering around...

@ Little India.... I am so excited walking around this area coz ...there's sooo many people of different colors. I hear different dialect which I have no clue what on earth they are talking about ...Good sample for my linguistic research.


Breakfast...Lunch...Dinner...I can never say NO to :). hehe mee Kolok...yummmyy...
i completely fell in love with this dish.


we tried laksa sarawak too...but Mee Kolok is the best for me :)


to be a woman ..is to Live like One! hahaha ..indeed...this shop made me go crazy ...it's like my dream closet! hahahaha



I was sooooooooooo exhausted from the walk and talk and whatnots :)
One thing I will always remember Sarawakians are tourist-friendly. period.
Salute!

Nightwalk at Waterfront Kuching. Again..I have plenty of photos ....I don't even know which one to choose. This is one of 'em.

rambling around ...trying to figure out where is Sarawak Plaza. we found it. we enjoyed the food.
we met one nice man :)
and the rests were History.


The journey to Sarawak is not complete if one did not go to the remote areas and self experience the life of the locals. and Guess what? We are definitely going there again...for more cultural lessons.
In the meantime... I need to go put some ointment....my waist is starting to ache from the fall...huhu....

Silent but Nervous.

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

I'm quiet. and Nervous. Wednesday morning will be The Day for me to fight in yet another Battle. Unlike the previous ones, this time I'm feeling more nervous and agitated compared to before. Aiya...why ah....normally when I have such a feeling..something not-so-good will happen...*aishh* istighfar byk2....trust Him. Ask from Him.

*sigh..* i'm still nervous. as of writing this.

i promise to put up some photos of my so called..trip..yet ...tah la dont feel like it...last nite I was up till late thinking of Nothing. I couldn't focus on the tv...and i opted for fb instead..which to a double-bummer...sucked too.

Now am sleepy. in the course juz now I was trying very hard to stay awake. even the foods can't wake me up. there's something that made me offended yesterday. especially when it involves mutual understanding. when i look at it again...why is it that when OTHER people do it ...wrong can be right....and it comes to ME...not doing anything is EVEN Wrong!? - I don't get it. Juz because that Wrong is so called "justified" by certain "approaches", one can get away from it ....like a snap!

urgh...now am having this muka toya ...pissed...bengkek...geram..u name it. even the Red-damn-nice Teesside University sweatshirt given by my students couldn't make my day. I was happy for like 5 seconds ...and then...it was ruined. plain ..simple...Ruined. - How'd they feel if I do it to them instead? - Bloody makin' the "headlines" before Maghrib....that am pretty sure of. *sigh* another Dugaan that is sooooo..unbearable at the moment....

why is it when it's others' misery, they call it ... Takdir ..and when it's Their Turn they say "it's unfair.. you're not dealing with this the Right way....you should have this....you oughta do this ...that.....bla bla bla......."? and Yet ...they talk about professionalism...maturity... - f*** off!
There, I've said it.

Great Expectation

Assalamualaikum bloggie..

tonite i got to take a breather after a day of reading and watching AXN's in between. huhu ... i woke up a bit late to make up the time I spent last nite.  I have gained more confidence in day time.  Now am ecstatic to focus and heat up the "engine".  this is it sha.  No turning back.

i had dinner at the moon's, my favorite place for kasturi drinks. i was enjoying dinner with my books when suddenly my former BM teacher walked in.  Cikgu Zul.  he was my BM teacher when i was in 4th n 5th form ( i think hahahahah ...it's been ages...sorry).  the "best" part was ....when he remembered my name..he remembered my last name too.  and the rest was history. the minute he said IT...i felt a burden on my shoulder.  it's tough living ..in this town with this name. i wish to remain under the radar.

am proud  to be one but sometimes ....i just want some time alone.  sigh. oh well...it's life.  take it..or leave it. obviously i cant leave it ...so ..keep on living sha.

i have photos to share with u bloggie...but i didnt have much time tonite. i gotta get back to my reading. and cappucino and keindahan kampung dengan ombak sepoi2 gorjes iteww.....

laterz..muahs! i miss u.

Glorius Weeks!

assalamualaikum bloggie...

woooweeeee!!! my invigilating work is done n over with! finally i can concentrate on my other project.
and today ...the day was nice......Nice................

:) i am still smiling...and i wanna continue smiling .... thinking about it....hihihi :)

Frozen Heart

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

it's The Season! where Love will be Embraced in cold and cosy feeling. The first time I was introduced to it..I fell in Love. 'twas so beautiful and full of wonderful memories. it stays in my Mind ....till this very day ... and everytime I spoke of it ...it'll ponder a wondering Heart ...it'll prick a Curiosity Mind..... and I'd say - it's TOO beautiful to even Tell....it won't be the same....

As am sitting here ...thinking how beautiful back there in my used-to-be-hometown, my heart melts upon seeing a photo I came across in the net yesterday. It's a portrait. Again, it's Beautiful. The Smile and The Confidence...complete The Mysterious, Small but Lovely Soul. Deep inside ...there is a tiny spot of regret....for being Ignorant... *hah!* :) Time will indeed Fly Sha....You have Missed The Train. - 0h well ...

my upcoming weeks will be hectic with exams. how i wish i can shorten the years ..and make things ever so wonderful twenty-four-seven. that portrait is bugging my mind... *shake 'em off!" huhuhu...

Christmas is near ... so is the pain. Every year, it's like a Revisit to a Misery Lane. Coincidentally it's a major celebration around the World....and I can't pretend I did not see.

Alas, it will always be Me. *sigh*

Come Undone

Assalamualaikum bloggie..

I bumped into my ELAC ranger earlier on and he claimed that yesterday's question was taken from the mock test we all had during ELAC training. I thought he was kidding. I went up and checked. OMG...it's exactly the same...they juz swapped the blanks. How lucky they are. Section B and C were a copycat of mock's.

Should I be happy? Thankful - Yes. Happy? hmmm...

I slept with swollen eyes of no-one-knows. Except Allah SWT.

Now, I wanna stay away from all these mess....and rejuvenate meself for my papers in 2 weeks time.

Horizon

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

haa...if kawaii she'd say " lega nya memerut.." i guess the same with me.  I have been getting upset stomach since afternoon.  too much of beef during eid ..probably.  Today we had Korban jamaie..3 cows were slaughtered. nice. I was in the kitchen with the soup team ..ended up ...with fried beef team.  all in all ..it was swell and fun.  we had fun cooking and the food turned out ...great la..hehehe as usual my manager would be busy taking photos.  and he did.  will claim from him later. though he insisted on  tagging in fb ...and i just realized..i didnt add him ...(not gonna...hehehe). Rule no 1. NEVER mix work and personals.

the routine in the office and the korban today were fully occupied.  i spend the later half of the day finalizing my coursemarks.  i was not satisfied with the graph..hence the last minute editing and summarizing. bic call it ..magicking...hahaha...i say...only those who deserved ...got it.

"It's fun to add a secret flavor so that no one knows. But... it's more fun to find it."

it's worth to have students who are born-extraordinary...but it's much worthwhile to see a mediocre develops and blooms to BECOME one.

In this path of life...I have stumbled upon myriads of learners' background.  a few were fortunate...most were the other way around.  i salute those who seek education.  i take pride in sharing experience and knowledge in helping these type of human.  Likewise, I too am learning Life from them.  The hardship they've to pull through, the god-knows-what they have to endure to reach to where they are now and ...not to forget ..the battle they have lost before they even Fight.  In our jargon terms, we call it ..mati Syahid kedudukan Gagal either from first semester of bersyarat for three consecutive semesters.

Tomorrow I'll be witnessing a few of those bersyarat ones fight for their last Battle. A student who had  challenged me that I will not be able to "do" anything regarding his 'attitude'. Another, who think I shouldnt "bother" his life coz he knew what he was "doing" and a few others of no-shows for the semester and claimed they are "good" with their "behavior".  I did not bar those "parasites" coz I do not want them to know what is it like when education opportunity is being snatched out ..right under your nose. I'd rather have them do it themselves, naturally.. It's their Calls. I will be there tomorrow morning to see the Look on their face. Somehow..I will feel sorry for them, despite the fact I was annoyed by their attitudes.  How shallow their Minds when they chose not to believe in Education.  How terrible I am for not showing them the Light.  Have I not?- "One that drowns in oneself will eventually fall to darkness." How can there be Lights when the Darkness path has been chosen? Poor little Souls.  They have yet seeing the Colors of Life with Education.

"Children are treasures. The greatest sin in this world is to damage those treasures."

Ditto.  It will be my continuous Mission to spread Knowledge and Will Power to those Children.  It is my utmost duty when I vouched to make a different in my society and Ummah.  I shall not bear the Sins of damaging the Treasures. 

If I can be Sunshine to A Person...and Cheers his Life...I might as well Learn to be The Sunshine..who can even make the Dirt shines.

We 'R' Us @ The Moon Celebration

Happy Birthday Ijat and Best Wishes Tiqa who has to leave for Johore's Quest....

Ganbatte Kudasai girl...

talk n eat. Things we usually do in the weekend or weekdays ..whenever we're stressed out or merely hanging out with cool companies.

Edy and DD-FC : Two naughty buddies from Sabah...



Cheers! Time to Cherish and Moment to Remember.
The Foods were surely filling and yummeh...

We 'R' Us with DD as the photographer and full stomachs

In front: Edy n KC

From the left: Ijat and The Fish, wofsha, Tiqa, babyboi, Cisco

It's Farewell's and Long Live's.

Love the green beetle at the back, so hippies...akekekeke

we talk ...A LOT. hence the faces and hands and whatnots.

-We 'R' Us-

Keep On Giving

Assalamualaikum bloggie!!!

how happy i am to see you again.  Now that I have a lil bit more time to spend with you ... i wanna make this beautiful and full of good thoughts. like this one saying  i came across ..."It is enjoyable to eat something delicious, but the greatest joy comes from the time spent waiting for it." - It's enjoyable to read blogs...but the greatest joy comes from Writing it!  :nice:

I found it rather enlightening.  A unique personality introduced me to this quote family.  he's beautiful on the inside but not many is able to see it. oh well I guess that's how the world is.  You won't see Beauty unless Allah SWT Allows you to.  It is His. None others.

I spent my day with quite a dutiful day.  i did my groceries earlier and bumped into DDE senior boys.  They were so shy upon encountering me. Me? as usual buat bodo like seeing nobody.  I wish they do not have to act that way. I wish not to be known outside office hours and they shouldnt feel obligated to "Assalamualaikum Miss" me ...all the time.  Sometimes, it is really funny when you are busy enjoying your ice cream and outta no where ...you hear "Assalamualaikum Puan" aiyyooo...usually the Puan  thingy would choke me la. and everyone nearby will start looking and wondering who the hell are u? normally i would say to them "if you see me outside..pretend you do not know me- I need life too u know.." hehehehe what an advice ...

True what...I have Life too.  You do not have to bow to me every single time you see me.  I have this one particular student who has this habit of "bowing" everytime he greets me. Sheesh ...I mean I know it's humble or whatnots..but hey the last time my mom gave birth to me ..I was not a Princess... :) so stop bowing .....you're making me feel Rotten inside *hahahahahha* It gets worst when it happens in public ...coz people are definitely looking at you like you're having a conehead!

Apart those tit bits of life ...I like what I am having/doing now.  I get to meet people who are motivated by me, people who are scarier than me, gorjesser than me...much more talented than me and best part is ...people that Teach me the Meaning of Life. The Bittersweet's.  Coz of them ..I still want to Give...and keep on Giving.

coz...Even in a world full only with enemies, there will always be someone you must protect.

Sodakolllahhula'zeemmm....