Sha 2010

My life in 2010 is pretty much hectic and fully occupied with works. I enjoyed it very much. I have less thing to think of personals and I like it that way. Since last year, I was given a team to coach, learn and share with, the UTM grads. Tiqah, Ijat and Tinky. Each and everyone has their own nicks...given by me. I like using nicks. people whom I gave the nicks are the ones who are closer to My Heart. 'nuff said. oh and above is my team mate, ijat...or fondly known as anchovy among us ELACians. btw, am a B.whale. :)

Here are Tiqah and Tinky. Or I love calling him Jert-Jert. Coz it sounded so Cute and comel. Tiqa, whom we have yet to name her has left us for Johor service earlier this year. Occasionally she'd come down and join us in programs or merely hanging around over steamboat cum laughing event ..like this. hehe ...above all ..she's always in our thoughts ..wherever she may be. Tinky is fun to tease at. he's very patient with my crankiness. And he has this real malay man thingy ...that made me respect him. huhu...mellow mellow....next!

and this is tiqah and faezah, Faezah is new to us (as in me & elac) as she joined us in our Pergau Program early march. i haven't got the chance to really know her yet, i guess time will tell.

so far, she's handling me well...some people knew how crazy i am in testing others in works...and I, too along the way ...got meself tested by Allah SWT in making all these duties worked.

All of us will be congregating again end of this April in BLM Challenge 2010 and Returning to Ma'Daerah for July Semester. Man.... I can't Wait.

Pergau Program was almost heaven. The drowning part was enlightening.

I am looking forward to more outdoor programs this year. who knows... I can shear off a kilo or two...huhu

Ganbatte!

In the meantime, allow me to complete Solbani's write up that supposed to be dued tomorrow.

hee.... I will start my Official writing with One Professor that I admire most ...after all these grandiose events are over.

Wish Me Luck bloggie.

Thank you.

ELAC, My Passion.

Two Crazy Advisors of ELAC. on Xplorace 2010 day

motor courtesy of cilok student punya hahahaha

Edy, is struggling with his 3rd checkpoint task. Do-or-Die

This is the best Checkpoint I've ever Done.


The Winning Team Dolf and Edy is solving the clue at checkpoint 6. very Funny.

The Winning Face of Mr President. Tired aye? He had fun. Good Dolfy.

The Winning Hearts and A whole New Experience of ELAC Xplorace 2010.

Congratulations you guyz ...I'm gonna miss this.

Muahs and More Muahs.

Life

assalamualaikum bloggie...

this week has been a tough one for me and some of the people around me. It is eventually still is a tough week. My Suhaib is currentl struggling his life over the traumatic accident he had last week on Sunday morning. Today I received the news of him being transfered to Penang GH by 930am. It must be very painful for him to be moving in that speed and distance.

I pray him well..pray that he will succeed in this battle. He is still in comatose mode due to the severe injuries he has. He needs to be really strong. and To his family, I would like to wish them a deepest condolence from my heart. It must be wrenched for a mother to see her son in that state...it must be devastated for a father to be strong. Yet... those two people are the strongest Human thus far, reported to me. They are even pepared to Surrender him to The Almighty. MasyaAllah ...Agung sungguh Kuasa Mu. Maha Pengampun lagi Penyayang. YOU gave them Strength...that I have Wished. You gave Them Iman...That I have Wished. Akhie Suhaib...You are Indeed Lucky and Forever Will be Protected by Allah SWT. Should He Chose to Call You Back, I will Try to Be Strong. ( though I have no idea how to at the moment).

I believe in YOUR Decision. I will Keep my Faith on whatever Result YOU give. If Possible, Can I still have him with us? Can You bring him back to my Class? Pleaseee...

Not A Second Late

Assalamualaikum bloggie...
it has been a while ..again and again..

the reason i locked wofsha: not because I hate this.
I was too busy to update. and i am thinking of changing its template. havent got the time to learn and actually do it. Now. I have all the time and excuses in the world to stop me-self from giving excuses of not doing it. I will make time to learn how to change it and I promise you. It will change!

I recently came back from Pergau Project with my children (as usual). I was enjoying my tired weekend yet happy phase. then by sunday am strucked with the news, Suhaib has got into an accident. Parah. I was numbed. to the very core of my not-so-alive-Heart.

today is monday and i still have swollen eyes. Suhaib is now losing his left eye. The eyeball broke during the accident. Last night the doctors tried their very best to save it ...but Allah is much Greater. HE took that and sent to Heaven. Suhaib is now still in his "sleep". I wish he could hear my heart. I wish he could touch my hand. I wish I can trade place with him.

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi ...The Merciful Creator...Teach me to be strong for him and myself. Teach me To be Faithful to YOU. Never Let Go.

I have so many things to write here. But I need to settle on my works. Do know right now My Heart Bleeds....Tremendously.

tired

assalamualaikum bloggie
i juz had a long talk with sopek. finally its good to have a chance to talk and talk.  life has been quite frustrating lately..with so many unfinished deadlines.  it's quite depressive to be working in this mode where PEOPLE assume and piss u off continuously. they do not seek clarification ..they juz judge. when i do the same towards them, they'll be pissed too.  how;s  that make me feel? do they ever think of that? No.

that's how it is working in this environment.  it's suffocating and annoying. yet, it is part of life. one can never easily say no too. it exists everywhere.   i am wide awake. i guess this is the best time for me to work on my papers.  it is such a shitty day when u cannot really work on your schedule due  to obstruction of feelings inside. it's a jinx.

 

Locked

assalamualaikum bloggie...

from now on i am no longer sharing this with public. no offense ..but one of the reasons is ..i do not have ample time to manage and write as before. workloads are getting higher n piling on my desk.. and most of my ideas to write ..sank with my thoughts when i go to bed. i am getting more restless these days.

i am vulnerable too.

pathetic. as sokna would say it. but i really am. i got too sensitive over simplest matter...am i getting my menopause..? oh god....

mr lee told me ..am sensible. huhu.... i called me self..weirdo.

actually today i am really pissed bloggie. not today ..since last night. what my students are doing to me is preposterous and i cant take it anymore.

i am not nice..neither friendly.nor assistive. towards ppl. i chose whom i wanna work with because i do not like to be hurt in return.

Who am I Kiddin'?

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

YAY! i surely have a concrete reason to be saying that. YAY! ( and no ..it's nothing to do with The Knot) huhu

I am so excited to write..merely because I had only 1 class today and I managed to release my stress by gayuting with bojan on the phone earlier on. finally i could get it out of my chest. huh...

As I was clearing up my desk for the day...my ever-hardworking secretary and her buddy came by....and we had a short...discussion. i was sighing most of the time. i pity them...yet...adoi....oh well...then I rushed to docnan's trying to get some quotes for the plaque. along the way my yappy mouth was blabbering and potpetting till she can't say much sitting next to me. pity her...having to escort the yappy me... hee :)

then i resumed work ..not realizing there's Pesat Gabungan tonite (Halaqah kinda gathering) They were expecting 700 I think. oh well...to have 350 is Grateful enough for me.

Then I thought about the things that made me really pissed today. such a hypocrite. I knew it is somehow gonna turn up this way. but I refuse to believe...I do not wanna look down on people. berdosa ngko....

now siapa yang luka? aku jugak. hakghtuigh.

Good Things Come Last

Assalamualaikum bloggie...

yeah ..am still awake..nope ..I woke up at 12...and now working on my presentation.  need to refine few sections and i should be happy with it.  My partner did not expect I would come with abundance of slides in 6 hours time ...oh well.. i sometimes adore surprises. especially if it makes the person in your life.. Happy. Why not? right on...

that's not what i intended to yap this wee morning....i actually smiled earlier on ...when i came upon a Truth...that somehow hurt ..yet it wasn't that bad.  there's a jittery sweetness to it.  It's kinda funny when i keep on voraciously stumbling to Truth these days. pretty spotty huh bloggie...oh well...i can still thoughtfully embrace those "surprises" at least.  i am thankful to Him..for Giving His Mercy upon me.

I'm comfortable expressing myself this way.  it does not really matter ..who you are...it's all about Feelings ...of Me. So Goodluck wofsha in less than 6 hours...fuh...

 

KUIS Final Exam Week

Assalamualaikum bloggie..

i didn't get a chance to snap some photos when my babies started their final exam today. oh well it's only day 1.  they have till march 6th to fight.  so many things are going on this week for me. again..it's another repetition of this and that...and sometimes ...the miseries repeat itself too. hoh....isnt that .."nice"

my teammate, c-ijat got me hooked up to Ne-yo's song ..Never Knew I Needed. so kena the batang hidung. and juz now when we were talking to each while listening to the song...i said to her " weh..suddenly i teringat kat jet-jet" hahahah now that is freaky bloggie..uhuhu

oh yeah before i forgot...to my colleague in the photo...syikin. Congratulations on your engagement dear. More Blessings to come. Amin.

Good to be Back

The Reclining Buddha - I was tired of waiting for them to move..so her butt has to be in this photo hehe..

Assalamualaikum bloggie....

hmmmmm...it has been a while isn't it bloggie.. Life has been excruciatingly busy and it seems like it won't stop. I miss writing here, dearly. I have not been able to keep in touch in any of my journals due to workload and programs of 2010. i did not even get the chance to visit my acquaintance's blogs too. seribu ampun dan maap ..for not keeping in touch.

oh well...Kem JatiDiri ...has drawn its curtain. and It was fun. I had fun with Guppy. Amazing, shy and exuberant kid. Those youngsters have a lot of potential in them. and I am juz glad ...eventhough I was not 100% there, but it's good to know what are my future students like. heh...

oh yeah ...Happy Chinese New Year 2010 to all. I almost forgot. I had fun dung dung cheng places and got to visit few places too. of course with my good friends. Actually I planned to go alone...but hey last minute change of plan...Let me check my PD ..if I have a copy of those trips.

This Fella is the so called...Guard of the Temple....the Story was Long....I shall ask Guppy to explain (if he remembers hahahaha)

This is actually on our 2nd day, before we sent our beloved Godson, Guppy back to his camp. A cakoi stall which was soooooooooooo Good.

Am tellin' ya...this drink..RAWKS. it didn't only Look Uber Good with the Crimson die-die Red-my-favorite..
It also tastes Awesome!

wofsha is no motorbike fan..but this Honda Scooter is to-die-for! so Sleek baby!
Hawt!

This Standing Buddha is Wickedly Tall and I juz Loveeeeeee the Stairs. Seriously. With the Breeze and serenity...I juz wanna grab someone to Love. hahahahha..cewahhh

The Sitting Buddha. Seriously, Uber-Grande.period.
and we were walking under his Tusch. -"Nice"

Guppy's Camp - Evening Riadah

The photos are as usual...in abundance..and will always be my personal collection of memories and good time with my friends and families. It's not a bad start of 2010 but am telling ya bloggie....this is the busiest year...thus far.

Look forward to bugginyapping here again, till then...
Muahs...Still Love You.