assalamualaikum bloggie...
from now on i am no longer sharing this with public. no offense ..but one of the reasons is ..i do not have ample time to manage and write as before. workloads are getting higher n piling on my desk.. and most of my ideas to write ..sank with my thoughts when i go to bed. i am getting more restless these days.
i am vulnerable too.
pathetic. as sokna would say it. but i really am. i got too sensitive over simplest matter...am i getting my menopause..? oh god....
mr lee told me ..am sensible. huhu.... i called me self..weirdo.
actually today i am really pissed bloggie. not today ..since last night. what my students are doing to me is preposterous and i cant take it anymore.
i am not nice..neither friendly.nor assistive. towards ppl. i chose whom i wanna work with because i do not like to be hurt in return.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Who am I Kiddin'?
Assalamualaikum bloggie...
YAY! i surely have a concrete reason to be saying that. YAY! ( and no ..it's nothing to do with The Knot) huhu
I am so excited to write..merely because I had only 1 class today and I managed to release my stress by gayuting with bojan on the phone earlier on. finally i could get it out of my chest. huh...
As I was clearing up my desk for the day...my ever-hardworking secretary and her buddy came by....and we had a short...discussion. i was sighing most of the time. i pity them...yet...adoi....oh well...then I rushed to docnan's trying to get some quotes for the plaque. along the way my yappy mouth was blabbering and potpetting till she can't say much sitting next to me. pity her...having to escort the yappy me... hee :)
then i resumed work ..not realizing there's Pesat Gabungan tonite (Halaqah kinda gathering) They were expecting 700 I think. oh well...to have 350 is Grateful enough for me.
Then I thought about the things that made me really pissed today. such a hypocrite. I knew it is somehow gonna turn up this way. but I refuse to believe...I do not wanna look down on people. berdosa ngko....
now siapa yang luka? aku jugak. hakghtuigh.
YAY! i surely have a concrete reason to be saying that. YAY! ( and no ..it's nothing to do with The Knot) huhu
I am so excited to write..merely because I had only 1 class today and I managed to release my stress by gayuting with bojan on the phone earlier on. finally i could get it out of my chest. huh...
As I was clearing up my desk for the day...my ever-hardworking secretary and her buddy came by....and we had a short...discussion. i was sighing most of the time. i pity them...yet...adoi....oh well...then I rushed to docnan's trying to get some quotes for the plaque. along the way my yappy mouth was blabbering and potpetting till she can't say much sitting next to me. pity her...having to escort the yappy me... hee :)
then i resumed work ..not realizing there's Pesat Gabungan tonite (Halaqah kinda gathering) They were expecting 700 I think. oh well...to have 350 is Grateful enough for me.
Then I thought about the things that made me really pissed today. such a hypocrite. I knew it is somehow gonna turn up this way. but I refuse to believe...I do not wanna look down on people. berdosa ngko....
now siapa yang luka? aku jugak. hakghtuigh.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Good Things Come Last
Assalamualaikum bloggie...
yeah ..am still awake..nope ..I woke up at 12...and now working on my presentation. need to refine few sections and i should be happy with it. My partner did not expect I would come with abundance of slides in 6 hours time ...oh well.. i sometimes adore surprises. especially if it makes the person in your life.. Happy. Why not? right on...
that's not what i intended to yap this wee morning....i actually smiled earlier on ...when i came upon a Truth...that somehow hurt ..yet it wasn't that bad. there's a jittery sweetness to it. It's kinda funny when i keep on voraciously stumbling to Truth these days. pretty spotty huh bloggie...oh well...i can still thoughtfully embrace those "surprises" at least. i am thankful to Him..for Giving His Mercy upon me.
I'm comfortable expressing myself this way. it does not really matter ..who you are...it's all about Feelings ...of Me. So Goodluck wofsha in less than 6 hours...fuh...
yeah ..am still awake..nope ..I woke up at 12...and now working on my presentation. need to refine few sections and i should be happy with it. My partner did not expect I would come with abundance of slides in 6 hours time ...oh well.. i sometimes adore surprises. especially if it makes the person in your life.. Happy. Why not? right on...
that's not what i intended to yap this wee morning....i actually smiled earlier on ...when i came upon a Truth...that somehow hurt ..yet it wasn't that bad. there's a jittery sweetness to it. It's kinda funny when i keep on voraciously stumbling to Truth these days. pretty spotty huh bloggie...oh well...i can still thoughtfully embrace those "surprises" at least. i am thankful to Him..for Giving His Mercy upon me.
I'm comfortable expressing myself this way. it does not really matter ..who you are...it's all about Feelings ...of Me. So Goodluck wofsha in less than 6 hours...fuh...
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
KUIS Final Exam Week
Assalamualaikum bloggie..
i didn't get a chance to snap some photos when my babies started their final exam today. oh well it's only day 1. they have till march 6th to fight. so many things are going on this week for me. again..it's another repetition of this and that...and sometimes ...the miseries repeat itself too. hoh....isnt that .."nice"
my teammate, c-ijat got me hooked up to Ne-yo's song ..Never Knew I Needed. so kena the batang hidung. and juz now when we were talking to each while listening to the song...i said to her " weh..suddenly i teringat kat jet-jet" hahahah now that is freaky bloggie..uhuhu
oh yeah before i forgot...to my colleague in the photo...syikin. Congratulations on your engagement dear. More Blessings to come. Amin.
i didn't get a chance to snap some photos when my babies started their final exam today. oh well it's only day 1. they have till march 6th to fight. so many things are going on this week for me. again..it's another repetition of this and that...and sometimes ...the miseries repeat itself too. hoh....isnt that .."nice"
my teammate, c-ijat got me hooked up to Ne-yo's song ..Never Knew I Needed. so kena the batang hidung. and juz now when we were talking to each while listening to the song...i said to her " weh..suddenly i teringat kat jet-jet" hahahah now that is freaky bloggie..uhuhu
oh yeah before i forgot...to my colleague in the photo...syikin. Congratulations on your engagement dear. More Blessings to come. Amin.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Good to be Back
The Reclining Buddha - I was tired of waiting for them to move..so her butt has to be in this photo hehe..
Assalamualaikum bloggie....
hmmmmm...it has been a while isn't it bloggie.. Life has been excruciatingly busy and it seems like it won't stop. I miss writing here, dearly. I have not been able to keep in touch in any of my journals due to workload and programs of 2010. i did not even get the chance to visit my acquaintance's blogs too. seribu ampun dan maap ..for not keeping in touch.
oh well...Kem JatiDiri ...has drawn its curtain. and It was fun. I had fun with Guppy. Amazing, shy and exuberant kid. Those youngsters have a lot of potential in them. and I am juz glad ...eventhough I was not 100% there, but it's good to know what are my future students like. heh...
oh yeah ...Happy Chinese New Year 2010 to all. I almost forgot. I had fun dung dung cheng places and got to visit few places too. of course with my good friends. Actually I planned to go alone...but hey last minute change of plan...Let me check my PD ..if I have a copy of those trips.
This Fella is the so called...Guard of the Temple....the Story was Long....I shall ask Guppy to explain (if he remembers hahahaha)
This is actually on our 2nd day, before we sent our beloved Godson, Guppy back to his camp. A cakoi stall which was soooooooooooo Good.
Am tellin' ya...this drink..RAWKS. it didn't only Look Uber Good with the Crimson die-die Red-my-favorite..
It also tastes Awesome!
wofsha is no motorbike fan..but this Honda Scooter is to-die-for! so Sleek baby!
Hawt!
This Standing Buddha is Wickedly Tall and I juz Loveeeeeee the Stairs. Seriously. With the Breeze and serenity...I juz wanna grab someone to Love. hahahahha..cewahhh
The Sitting Buddha. Seriously, Uber-Grande.period.
and we were walking under his Tusch. -"Nice"
Guppy's Camp - Evening Riadah
The photos are as usual...in abundance..and will always be my personal collection of memories and good time with my friends and families. It's not a bad start of 2010 but am telling ya bloggie....this is the busiest year...thus far.
Look forward to bugginyapping here again, till then...
Muahs...Still Love You.
Look forward to bugginyapping here again, till then...
Muahs...Still Love You.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Hiatus
Assalamualaikum bloggie...
Due to unavoidable circumstances...World of Sha is Temporarily Dormant.
See ya when I see ya Bloggie...
Due to unavoidable circumstances...World of Sha is Temporarily Dormant.
See ya when I see ya Bloggie...
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Funky Friday!
Assalamualaikum bloggie...
what a longggggggg and fun day. sometimes when i looked back at my life..i do not really have Weekends...I have only Weekdays! hahaha....public holiday is just another fun, lovely and regular day for me to cherish. i guess i love doing that. since my parents were no longer arguing with me of not having a weekend of my own...i think i am pretty much secured in my Own World of Sha :) - which I Like.
what's more to Life when One is already loving it ..every second...after all....I am responsible of what I Feel and Do.
One can never be satisfied with Life. right bloggie...Can I say...living this day-to-day basis is Wonderful enough? hmm....can enough be called Enough? So far in MyLife, Enough gives me Smiles that I Want, Flowers my Heart...all in all...Make My Day. What more do I want? I have Almost Everything Now, though It may not be Complete...Allah SWT made me Feel Complete. :) Am I no Longer Greedy?*sigh* I don't know ...but I Feel It. Can you believe it bloggie.... I Feel The Beat Inside and I can't Stop Smiling knowing that It Feels ecclecticly uber-Good, despite of Not being able to Hold it Dearly. God is Great. Thank YOU for This.
If you notice bloggie...I no longer attach the photos here...again ..not that I am stingy...I juz do not have the mood to upload. plus tedious. and I'd prefer to write in my Book Journal and have my photos collection 'safe' in my PD. I did save some in facebook....yet my PD is my everything. Am writing this in the midst of getting ready to my work. and I Feel So big inside...thinking that my Path is set. I'm gonna walk it through, I know I will Cry more and Laugh more...but hey....I still woke up this morning...Alhamdulillah....
Shukur Allah SWT.
and I will Always Love You.
what a longggggggg and fun day. sometimes when i looked back at my life..i do not really have Weekends...I have only Weekdays! hahaha....public holiday is just another fun, lovely and regular day for me to cherish. i guess i love doing that. since my parents were no longer arguing with me of not having a weekend of my own...i think i am pretty much secured in my Own World of Sha :) - which I Like.
what's more to Life when One is already loving it ..every second...after all....I am responsible of what I Feel and Do.
One can never be satisfied with Life. right bloggie...Can I say...living this day-to-day basis is Wonderful enough? hmm....can enough be called Enough? So far in MyLife, Enough gives me Smiles that I Want, Flowers my Heart...all in all...Make My Day. What more do I want? I have Almost Everything Now, though It may not be Complete...Allah SWT made me Feel Complete. :) Am I no Longer Greedy?*sigh* I don't know ...but I Feel It. Can you believe it bloggie.... I Feel The Beat Inside and I can't Stop Smiling knowing that It Feels ecclecticly uber-Good, despite of Not being able to Hold it Dearly. God is Great. Thank YOU for This.
If you notice bloggie...I no longer attach the photos here...again ..not that I am stingy...I juz do not have the mood to upload. plus tedious. and I'd prefer to write in my Book Journal and have my photos collection 'safe' in my PD. I did save some in facebook....yet my PD is my everything. Am writing this in the midst of getting ready to my work. and I Feel So big inside...thinking that my Path is set. I'm gonna walk it through, I know I will Cry more and Laugh more...but hey....I still woke up this morning...Alhamdulillah....
Shukur Allah SWT.
and I will Always Love You.
Friday, January 8, 2010
2010 First Move
Assalamualaikum bloggie...
it's 3 am and am still wide awake. i slept earlier on and woke up few hours ago to TWO unfinished fiction and Curtis! hee...it's kinda nice to see him at this hour...soothing and urghh...why haven't we met earlier? LOL. yikes. don't mind me bloggie...am juz sleep-blogging i presumed. haha.
in few hours time too...i'll be helping bic out to move into her new room. how i wish she did not have to do all this. but a PHEA gotta do what she's gotta do...i have to agree on the fact that those infos on her desks are mostly pnc and need locked room. albeit the fact that i really do not like the idea of having a new bicmate....i guess i gotta make do with the only option I have left; which is to invite Ijat to join in. it's a plus to me since she's already in The Team. I do not have to worry walking back n forth juz to have meetings or discussion with her. now that she'll be in the same bic with me...we plan to convert that area into ELAC's gallery and Headquarters! hahaha isn't that nice? huuu huuu....i knew i am making SOME people burning inside. oh well...reality bites ...deal with it.
i have finished reading Kinsella's and currently proceeding with Archer's. I still have a week or so left to enjoy this so called ..short vacation. Though, am pleased to received early birds messages from my elacians and students. It's slightly comforting to know they still remember the way back here. I usually kid around to them by saying ..do come back in one piece....or don't forget to Find way Home ya kodok2...
Life will definitely be triumphant with loads and piles of works soon. Real soon. In the meantime, I am enjoying most of my time doing ..merely nothing. The least would be spent on reading and the most ...is kickin back n relax or cooking somethin in mom's kitchen. The rainy season in this side is slowly fading and sun is out again. it's good that i can finally have those comforters out and dry in the sun but .....dang...it's frikkin hot n crispy. huhu....human...never settle for less huh...hihi...with the Bowling fiesta around the corner and potluck next thursday, I am planning a bbq with my friends out. Serving gourmet homemade burgers is kinda awesome too dont u think bloggie...thinking of the homemade fries and the homemade ketchup...already! huh...yumz...
ok..think of something else. :) yes ...You. I still think of You. what to do. Who told You to be extra Nice.. and Sweet...and Kind...oh well...Stop! I think I should lie down and get some sleep. There's a lot of things to do in the day and need to save up some rests.
Till then bloggie...muahs!
it's 3 am and am still wide awake. i slept earlier on and woke up few hours ago to TWO unfinished fiction and Curtis! hee...it's kinda nice to see him at this hour...soothing and urghh...why haven't we met earlier? LOL. yikes. don't mind me bloggie...am juz sleep-blogging i presumed. haha.
in few hours time too...i'll be helping bic out to move into her new room. how i wish she did not have to do all this. but a PHEA gotta do what she's gotta do...i have to agree on the fact that those infos on her desks are mostly pnc and need locked room. albeit the fact that i really do not like the idea of having a new bicmate....i guess i gotta make do with the only option I have left; which is to invite Ijat to join in. it's a plus to me since she's already in The Team. I do not have to worry walking back n forth juz to have meetings or discussion with her. now that she'll be in the same bic with me...we plan to convert that area into ELAC's gallery and Headquarters! hahaha isn't that nice? huuu huuu....i knew i am making SOME people burning inside. oh well...reality bites ...deal with it.
i have finished reading Kinsella's and currently proceeding with Archer's. I still have a week or so left to enjoy this so called ..short vacation. Though, am pleased to received early birds messages from my elacians and students. It's slightly comforting to know they still remember the way back here. I usually kid around to them by saying ..do come back in one piece....or don't forget to Find way Home ya kodok2...
Life will definitely be triumphant with loads and piles of works soon. Real soon. In the meantime, I am enjoying most of my time doing ..merely nothing. The least would be spent on reading and the most ...is kickin back n relax or cooking somethin in mom's kitchen. The rainy season in this side is slowly fading and sun is out again. it's good that i can finally have those comforters out and dry in the sun but .....dang...it's frikkin hot n crispy. huhu....human...never settle for less huh...hihi...with the Bowling fiesta around the corner and potluck next thursday, I am planning a bbq with my friends out. Serving gourmet homemade burgers is kinda awesome too dont u think bloggie...thinking of the homemade fries and the homemade ketchup...already! huh...yumz...
ok..think of something else. :) yes ...You. I still think of You. what to do. Who told You to be extra Nice.. and Sweet...and Kind...oh well...Stop! I think I should lie down and get some sleep. There's a lot of things to do in the day and need to save up some rests.
Till then bloggie...muahs!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
You are so Sweet :)
Assalamualaikum bloggie...
haighh....One Soul made me really happy today. I took Lisa out ...smiling and squeaky (as always) and got meself ..mingomingo strawberry. it's my First January 2010 sweetness. awww....it is too beautiful bloggie...not like it is a big deal....but ...at least...it really makes my day. I just did not want to go to sleep yet. if I can stop the time... I would. Hmm...YOU are so Sweet. Never failed to entice my Life with Your Spontaneity and Charm. *aiigghh.....sengih sorang2 aku nie haha*
hmm...had a meeting with The Team today ..regarding Pergau and 2010 Calendar. In fact managed to stop by SA to check on how is M doing. haha to my surprise, he bought me chips! ( haha of allllllllllllll things....chips?!- ary would undeniably laugh his head off if he reads this). Updated program calendar with M and off to Home and Made The Best ...soy bean noodle in cream sauce and crispy sausages. yummyy...( perasan nya puji masakan sendiri- oh well....life requires confidence ...isn't it? - oh saratz...haha )
Even after dinner ...i am still Godsmacked smiling like some idiotic fool. ahahaha...well hey...one doesn't get around this type of good vibes often you see bloggie...after all...it is the new year week, still, so whaddaheck.....cherish it sha ...while you still have it...ho ho...
My bicmate is finally moving out from my precious cubicle. She will be re-located and there I am now ...thinking who is the best person to fit that throne next to moi...( did I tell you I get to pick the person who can "reside" next to me bloggie? oh yes ..) I know there will be many "unpleased" people with my act....but ...it's my Kingdom, I have The Say. Though, am gonna miss laughing and joking around with bic ..I have to bite this bullet. after all, it's only 2 cubicle away from me...not like 90 kilometers like M said. (geez...thank u...)
dear bloggie...damn it ..am still smiling! ha ha ha Life IS a Rollercoaster. Indeed. There's Ups and Downs.
In the meantime, I'd like to treasure this Feeling :)
*gleefully*
haighh....One Soul made me really happy today. I took Lisa out ...smiling and squeaky (as always) and got meself ..mingomingo strawberry. it's my First January 2010 sweetness. awww....it is too beautiful bloggie...not like it is a big deal....but ...at least...it really makes my day. I just did not want to go to sleep yet. if I can stop the time... I would. Hmm...YOU are so Sweet. Never failed to entice my Life with Your Spontaneity and Charm. *aiigghh.....sengih sorang2 aku nie haha*
hmm...had a meeting with The Team today ..regarding Pergau and 2010 Calendar. In fact managed to stop by SA to check on how is M doing. haha to my surprise, he bought me chips! ( haha of allllllllllllll things....chips?!- ary would undeniably laugh his head off if he reads this). Updated program calendar with M and off to Home and Made The Best ...soy bean noodle in cream sauce and crispy sausages. yummyy...( perasan nya puji masakan sendiri- oh well....life requires confidence ...isn't it? - oh saratz...haha )
Even after dinner ...i am still Godsmacked smiling like some idiotic fool. ahahaha...well hey...one doesn't get around this type of good vibes often you see bloggie...after all...it is the new year week, still, so whaddaheck.....cherish it sha ...while you still have it...ho ho...
My bicmate is finally moving out from my precious cubicle. She will be re-located and there I am now ...thinking who is the best person to fit that throne next to moi...( did I tell you I get to pick the person who can "reside" next to me bloggie? oh yes ..) I know there will be many "unpleased" people with my act....but ...it's my Kingdom, I have The Say. Though, am gonna miss laughing and joking around with bic ..I have to bite this bullet. after all, it's only 2 cubicle away from me...not like 90 kilometers like M said. (geez...thank u...)
dear bloggie...damn it ..am still smiling! ha ha ha Life IS a Rollercoaster. Indeed. There's Ups and Downs.
In the meantime, I'd like to treasure this Feeling :)
*gleefully*
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Babble of 2010
Assalamualaikum bloggie...
it's only the first week of January ...but am already babbling to my KUIS students. :) what a nice teacher i am. thing is ...they started off new year with a blast in the xplorerace...and I would like to sustain that rather losing it. They had to deal with stern me. 2 of the siswis were locked outside the lecture hall ...because they were late. I haven't been strict lately with punctuality (with them) because I do not want to freak them out. But today ...they felt the pang. I feel sorry inside for having to be too rigid on them ...but it is about time I teach them a lesson. Time is not going to wait for you. Learn how to Respect Time. Especially when I have to prepare a Test paper and ended up having to wait for extra minutes ..like a mak guard there. Nope. Not Gonna Happen. Ever.
They were pleading to enter but I refuse to accept. For the first time in their semester I am TOO serious. What did I get out of that? They FINALLY managed to memorize 165 words that I have been trying to make them understand how important those words are for their knowledge, took me 2 weeks yet it failed. and today they did it in less than 1 hour to understand the usage and its meaning AND spelling! It is somehow effective! so no more nice sha eh? It's tough being nice ...people do not know how to juggle that. after the lecture....guess what? I still pity them ..inside. ngeee :)
but i pretend not to care. *trying hard*
Looking forward to Next week. Bowling!!! with friends.
to farah: Happy 30th Birthday Dear sista! Have a Wonderful three O year :)
it's only the first week of January ...but am already babbling to my KUIS students. :) what a nice teacher i am. thing is ...they started off new year with a blast in the xplorerace...and I would like to sustain that rather losing it. They had to deal with stern me. 2 of the siswis were locked outside the lecture hall ...because they were late. I haven't been strict lately with punctuality (with them) because I do not want to freak them out. But today ...they felt the pang. I feel sorry inside for having to be too rigid on them ...but it is about time I teach them a lesson. Time is not going to wait for you. Learn how to Respect Time. Especially when I have to prepare a Test paper and ended up having to wait for extra minutes ..like a mak guard there. Nope. Not Gonna Happen. Ever.
They were pleading to enter but I refuse to accept. For the first time in their semester I am TOO serious. What did I get out of that? They FINALLY managed to memorize 165 words that I have been trying to make them understand how important those words are for their knowledge, took me 2 weeks yet it failed. and today they did it in less than 1 hour to understand the usage and its meaning AND spelling! It is somehow effective! so no more nice sha eh? It's tough being nice ...people do not know how to juggle that. after the lecture....guess what? I still pity them ..inside. ngeee :)
but i pretend not to care. *trying hard*
Looking forward to Next week. Bowling!!! with friends.
to farah: Happy 30th Birthday Dear sista! Have a Wonderful three O year :)
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