Boredom..

Assalamualaikum bloggie....

served me right for sulking! hahahaha ....now I am not able to even sleep well because of it. last night I dreamt of calling Nor and woke her up for sahur ..and guess what ..it wasn't a dream! it was true! OMG, i sleep-calling too! haha that's freaky.

I was in my morning classes half of the day and now I'm holding my loo coz I don't dare to go to the toilet at this hour. It's awfully quiet. To my dismay (ok...surprised....) I bumped into an old acquiantance. She was there, jovial as ever and I was there, pissed as ever when the thought of what she did cross my mind. It's a SMALL world ..again. Of all the places, I HAVE to meet her, here? sengal nyaaaa.... Naymind her, waddaheck ...

I stepped into an empty room ( still holding my loo ...) and it's wicked cold in here. I like. Called up mom ..."Nak beli apa petang ni?" and mum " masak sayur air and beli lauk je ..tok soh rajin beli lauk banyok-banyok lah ..takdok sapo nok makey" there she goes, reminding again and again. I don't know what to have for Iftar today. I ran out of what-to-eat list...not that I am too craving during this ramadhan, it's just that, I gotta eat something right, and I haven't the slightest idea on what to indulge. Can i Not eat? that'd be nice for my 'healthy" tummy. Everyday when I look at myself in the mirror while brushing my teeth, my face looks like it's about to explode. I gained weight. Doc Sheikh is gonna kill me for doing so.. I have promised him I should lose some weight and Ramadhan is the best month to practice...( well ...guess what Doc..not happening ..yet...)

thing about me and my weight have been an issue since god knows when. I savor food, that's the problem and when I'm sad. I eat. I am sad. Still Sad. and I eat. haiyoo...

Mr Lim made an example of fattiness juz now ...irkkk...terasa siot ..huhuhu..not his fault. He reminded me of my Malaysian Studies lecturer when I was in Bangi, what was that old man's name..very british-like accent and pompous! hehehe not to mention ...pantang nengok student dahi licin...yang kecut jadi kembang ..hua huah uahuahuah ( kulit dia daaaa....jangan melucah hehehe) My load is piling up and I better use this time to finish it off. I miss my pillow and damnnn.....I can't hold it anymore......

p/s: when u miss someone ..you should tell ...if you tell ? DIE DIE DIE dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....